2010

Its the 14th day of 2010 and in 2 days im going back to Kampar..usually for me Kampar means excitement and fun but this time im feeling a lil scared..see its my final year and i cant believe that in 9 months im going to graduate..kinda exciting but it suxx preety much too cuz i have to make my next big decision in life..Daddy is bugging me every single day..so are you going to work first?are you going to do your masters..man seriously I DONT KNOW..i have so many options and i dont know what to choose..oh well

"Daddy God plss plss plss lead me and guide me..You know whats best so show me whch path i should take..I'm just gonna relax,rest and put my hope in you cos I know you are always faithful and you will continue to be.."

Kampar, here I come...

My 3 wks holiday seemed pretty much longer than 3 wks..vey busy,fun, and tiring..hehe..I love holidays.somehow i wish it din have to end tho..Christmas was quiet without alin and i miss her like crazyy but i did have fun tho before christmas day shopping for everyone and wrapping the gifts..I guess its all about giving and I love that very much..I was so busy that i even forgot to give out the cards i prepared for the JB guyzz hehe..well i better do it b4 i leave this Sunday..

New year was crazyy..since it would be our last year sorta together we (atiqah,shu and me) decided to get together in KL and make it the most memorable year end celebration ever..and i have to say it was awesome..just spending time with them; And stepping into the new year with friends who have been there for you thru thick and thin is what matters the most..of cos we missed the rest of them who couldnt be there..but i bet they had an awesome time themselves too with family and friends..

The other 2 wks just went by super quickly with serving,hanging out with my darling friends and basically just going crazyy shopping for the fun of it hehe..Krisela,Nereeta,Joanne and Shann i miss you guyzz heaps..it was fun spending time together..and buddy you have been awesome heheehhe ur crazyy you know that?i nvr knew you loved shopping that much..wait till your baby girl gets back and we can go shop like mad again hehehe..thanks for going crazy with me n helping me love my baby girl more and more each day. I pray u and alin will always be happy and loving no matter what life throws at you guyzz..its beautiful..my best girl and my best friend..hee..

Its been a real blessing to be back in JB and serving with awesome ppl who are passionate about God and what gives Him glory..I nvr for a second thought that i'd be back serving but its truly an honour.. God is good..

Athens, Sarah and Sebas good meeting up with you guys too..You are awesome and ul always have a special priceless place in my heart..I love you guyzz..

I just read Shu Ern's blog and i totally agree with what she said about friends..i cant wait to see my darlings when i get back to Kampar..man I miss you guyzz so much..hehe thanks for sticking with me ppl..

When i look back thru these 2 years that have gone by, a lot of things have changed..I guess we all changed one way or another..all for the best tho..We gained some things and lost others but we will always remain precious to each other cuz thru all we've lost only the precious things sticked on..and i guess we all realise at some point or another what really matters to us.

From fighting to loving, from axiety to grace, from dependance to indepenance, from worrying to trusting, from hating to loving, from crying to laughing, from working to resting in His grace and most of all from strangers to best friends forever..I love all of you guyzz and you are so so precious to me..you will always be..all my friends..JB?Kampar? Sg?everywhere in the world?i treasure you guyzz much..

My awesome mama and daddy ,baby girl and buddy, you guyzz have been terrific and you are special to me in every way..thank you for all the abundance of love showered upon me..Im truly blessed..

Year 2010 a year of increase and abundance in rest..I know it is going to be an awesome year..

You guys believe that too kays?

PS- sorry bout the no pic part of this post..i left my camera in Kampar sigh sigh sigh hehehehe more pics to come soon.. loves..

All the Blessednesses Of God

I just got back yesterday from an awsome week at penang and im amazed at how much fun we all had. Im so glad Carmel finished her exam and she enjoyed herself soo much..I really miss them so much..Thank God for such a wonderful,beautiful family I am blessed with..

On Wed night we went to the newly opened Hard Rock Cafe in Penang and after that to SS..It was awesome im telling you..the lighting,the music,the people,everything was perfect especially being there with the people you treasure so much.

The next few days everyone was busy with the conference and i managed to just stay home for a day to study (it was my study week haha). The conference was awesome and the preachers amazing..met Crystal and Dana..talked to them after damn long..spent an awesome time with mama and papa and Johnny hehe..

Den came the amazing week-end..tho mummy and daddy had to leave on Sat evening we stayed back to spend time with Calvin,Chloe and lil Damaris..The night was beyond amazing..went to Hard Rock again and it was packed..The amount of energy in that place im telling you its crazyy..

Although it was my study week i dont regret one bit going to penang and spending time with the people I love so dearly..Its exam week now and after that time to Partyyyyy.

"Its the most wonderful time of the Year" with lotsa love, sharing and giving..(I LOVE) I just miss my lil sis soo much..cant help but think abt her..

The most amazing part of my week is that i got my bestest best friend back.awesome time chatting and sharing after such a long time..it was fun..Lord I thank you so much for answering my prayer..Im so happy..

alright guyzz i got to go study..enjoy the post and pics and remember life is beautiful if you believe it is..quoted from someone haha..muaxx

The Truth lies deep inside

So this morning when i clicked on my facebook profile this cute lil pic popped up with a caption by my darling Ponney..

Crystal: The one who always smiles n laughs which usually "mengegarkan" the whole cafe in uni....The beauty in her is - she always smiles no matter what....

I thought to myself wow so this is how they see me haha..oh well Daddy always says that "to rejoice is a choice". I guess its a choice I make whenever im super down..I can either just be sad and emooo which i sometimes do or i can be strong and put on that beautiful smile that God gave me and make everyone smile too.

But the truth lies deep within..

Life can be an ass sometimes but i guess its true what someone said "The beauty of life is in your eyes" so no matter how hard it gets look at life from a higher perspective...yes especially you Crystaline Deborah Nagarajan hehehe..

Im sleepy..nitezzz

Home

Last post 12th Nov?OMG!! I cant believe how fast time passes man..haha..

Its been like 5 wks since i went home..arghhhhhh i could go crazy right now hehe.. anyway my proposal is done, 1st assignment done and its wk 6 of year 2 sem 3. One more week to go and year 2 is officially over *scaryy*. The good in all this is that ill be home for Christmas cuz my last paper is on the 21st yahoooooooooooooo!!

Oh well so much for that im going home tmr which is the best part of today's post hehe..i seriously cant wait just like usual.. Daddy has been super sweet to mummy these past few weeks so she says hehehehe..miss them and their crazy jokes. I wonder how they are going to wake up and 4am to fetch me all the way from Permas..Thats y i said "who asked ul to move so far??" hehehehhehehe kidding laa..love my new home..

Okay i gtg meet up with Mr Krishnan for the final proposal check..You guys have an awesome day and remember nothing can separate you from His love..No matter how messed up your situation may look He will provide an awesome way out. Been telling myself that too..Love you guyzz..

oh yea one more thing..Shann baby ur gonna do awesome this Sunday..ill be praying for you kays? be urself darling its what God created and its beautiful..love you n I cant wait to c you muaxxx..

Ok loves..byezzz..

la la la

Just got back from an hour long jog with bev..we were both extremely lazy cos of the weather lately..Its been pouring non stop..its so bad to the extent that one of the blocks in UNI almost got flooded by the lake overflow..haih UTAR..wassap weih hahahaha..

Anyways its been soo cold and comfy in bed that we just feel like staying there the whole day haha..attempt to stay up late and study? FAIL man hehehehe..we are terrible actually..when its hot we complain, when it rains we also complain apa la humans..never satisfied hehe..oh well im thankful that we got to jog in the cool wind this evening..*grinz*

Today's devotional was awesome..it was abt how God blesses our going out as well as our coming in. We are super blessed by our Father and there is nothing that He knows we want and will not give it to us unless He knows we deserve better :) His love for us is unconditional and when we realise that; every mountain, every situation, every sickness becomes so small, and we become more that conquerers thru Christ. Im really encouraged..you guys wanna read more? just click on http://www.newcreation.org.sg/index.phpoption=com_content&view=category&layout=blog&id=25&Itemid=47

I also went to see Mr Krishnan about my final year project today. He is awesome im telling you. I had so many ideas on what research i wanted to study but he miraculously narrowed the whole thing down to a specific topic that i personally love. So i guess all I have to do now is focus, read and write a whole lot on my topic. Its related to public speaking btw hehe..a topic that is very close to my heart..ala yea laaa I cakap banyak maa hehehehhe..

Cheers to a very fulfilling day and also cheers to my latest obsession...

My Beautiful pair of Gladiators

I love them hehehe..

Seriously I never thought i would ever get a pair for such a reasonable price at MidValley.. Thank you Daddy..you love me so much that you know every detailed desire of my heart..

alright i wanna shower..waiting for Tee's call..Miss that Cina babi..she is enjoying like mad in KL..hehe..

PS- Visha and Ponney you guys are the best..you know what? honestly friends= both of you..thanks for always being there for me, nevr failing to make me smile, lending me a shoulder to cry on and just loving me despite the babi that I sometimes am. You guys are special and very precious to my heart..I know you hate emooo but here you go..I love you guyzz..muaxx..

super tired

Just got home from class..dunno why today i feel extra tired..darn..maybe its cuz i was up till 4 last night..hmmm..it was worth it tho haha..today was really boring..whatever was going on during lecture was just not going thru my brain..i wonder if it gets worse as the weeks go by..haha..hopefully it improves cuz i seriously need to focus or im toast haha..

we still had fun during break tho as usual..lying down at the 'yoga place' and with Atiqah and Bev dancing while Visha and Shu had their constant quarrels with each other..I had nothing to do but to just sit and smile to myself at what a wonderful gift God has blessed me with..The gift of friendship..

Tee, Shu,Bev,KL,Vish, Ponneey I love you guyzz man..hehe..stay crazy okay cuz you guyz make my day anytime..loves

There we are..all comfy in the middle of UNI hahahaha..crazy bunch..

hmmmmm

Cant even find a proper title as to all the crap im gonna put into this post..

I left off like soo long ago..i bet everyone thinks that my blog 'dah mati' or something hehe..well im back..just been too busy with life to actually sit down and write whats been going on hehe..

Honestly i've been having a real good time with the people that I love so dearly..

Tell you what?im gonna let the pics tell the story kays? enjoy..

The Start of my 3 wk long Sem break

Celebrated Daddy's birthday at CG..Im so glad i made it back on time..

Doulous 2009 hehe..They look super cute

My new Cheryline look haircut :)

Awesome week-end partying with Chris. Bek, Abi and all my long lost cousinz..I had a blast..

The 3 wks just flew by so fast..I really enjoyed myself spending time with my awesome friends and family, serving again and of cos watching ONE TREE HILL hahahah..day and night..you have no idea what a tv series can actually do to you haha..

After that it was back to Kampar again with my beloved babi's...The begining of the sem is usually the most relaxing so we decided to kick it off with a..

Movie night!! In Atiqah's house..

Melayu and Cinaa hehe

hehehe look at their faces..we were watching a horror movie and being the girls that we are..screams followed every few seconds..

Look at the amount of snacks everyone brought..man..

Its now wk 4 of Y2S3 and yes the assignments are definately pilling up..Chinese is super challenging man..with the pronunciation and strokes..Thank God i have all these babi's around to help me out..Im lovin every bit of Malaysian lit..Im thinking i should have done a major in Lit..oh well there is still Masters right?

There's the other headache of my Final year project/ Thesis which scares the hell out of me..The proposal is due end of this month and im still deciding what topic to choose.if you wanna know more abt the FYP you can go to http://www.shuern.blogspot.com/ that babi has written everything there haha..I cant believe time passed so fast and we're all almost in final year..haix better enjoy it while we still can..

Anyways..i gtg ade..class in an hour..

I promise to be more consistent from now on hahahaha..to all of you reading this remember to love life and live it to the fullest..I read a quote by someone recently saying that 'Life can be great if we focus on the good things and try to make the bad things better'..I have to agree..so dont be SAD..enjoy all the good things life gives you and turn those bad things into good enjoyable lessons..

I miss you baby girl..come home soon!! life is no fun without u!!