Not gonna blog today

Just got home from PK's retreat..I will tell you more tmr okay? gonna spend time praying now cuz there is a raging inside of me for more of him..I hope everyone reading this feels the same..If youre reading this go spend time with Your Lover!! He wants you!!

Lotsa love

I miss it just being You and me

Got back from the meeting this evening feeling like I'm below the ground..what else to do other than cry out to Him in the shower and just pull myself up again by His grace..

Next to the airport where i just felt like being silent and alone the whole time..found a quiet spot where i just sat and read about the life of Elisha in 1 Kings..How he got a double portion of what Elijah had all because he was faithful to God and also the man of God..what courage and determination..sounds a lot like the best friend of mine..

Flight arrives, she appears with smiles for everyone, that kinda cheers me up..n i drive silently back to Malaysia with the music on..the love birds chatting away at the back..love to see them so much in love..such an inspiration..

Dinner and got home to pack my things for camp tmr..

Finally finished and lying down to post something..but all i wanna say is i really miss being alone with my Lover..Just being me and Him all alone with no distractions..feeling His love and embrace and just loving Him back wanting nothing but to be in His presence lost in His awesome love..I hope i get that this camp..and I really pray God will speak to me clearly about what He wants for me..

Lord you see these hands? this voice? these feet? these lips? everything you created so beautifully they are for You..they belong to You..none of it belongs to me. with all my heart i willingly surrender to You my life and purpose and dreams..I just want to serve You with all I have and all I am..Let Your will alone be accomplished in my life..let not the things around me discourage me or cause me to lose focus.. All because I love you and my all? its for You..Cos nothings brings more joy than serving you.

Looking forward to the next 3 hours of sleep along with 3 beautiful days to go along with it..

:)

So much for a title :) 3 months of not blogging.. I cant believe its that long..man, no need for updates..i guess its all on twitter and FB..

Oh well i suddenly felt inspired to write this morning when i woke up but now its all gone hahaha..

I guess ill just say some things that i wanna be grateful for cuz its 20 days to 2012 and i wanna enter the new year just being thankful for all the amazing things I have in my life..here goes

• My Amazing lil sister (a blessing since she was born till today..treasure her so much)
• Mum and Dad (They are perfect and i think they spoil us sometimes..anyhow <3 precious)
  
• My best friend (Best friends are almost impossible to find but God graciously gave me mine :) Thanks for being there)
• My Cuzzies Cal,Chloe,Chris,Cle,Carmel and not forgetting Caleb (so much joy with them)
  
• My darlings in KL and Penang and Kuching (you understand me when no one else does..i miss you guys heaps..Like my Shu Ern said GPS God Positioning System..I thank God i have u guys.No judging or comparing at all..just loving and caring and sincerity.Who could ever have such amazing friends?)
  
• Chandru and Athens for being amazing friends :) (You guys rock!)
• Tiny Matthew :) ( My long distance pal..She is beyond amazing)
  
• The gals and guys from YO (You love me and encourage me its awesome)
• My Job at FYH (All I can actually say is pure FAVOUR)

I Thank God for my Life and breath and everything I have because none of it belongs to me but it is all His. Tho things are not always perfect but i believe that all things work together for good to those who love him (Im getting there) and are called according to His purpose (quite sure of that).

2011has taught me many things and i guess one of those things is to be thankful. Ill never forget what my bestie told me a few months ago.. " STOP COMPLAINING, AND START BEING THANKFUL" haha i guess thats why he is my bestie.. aye aye sergeant..

Gtg get on with life now..like i always say weather you like it or not Life Goes On so you can either resent it or just Fall in love with it..

Crystal over and out