Crystaline is missing them :(

I miss you guys

• Shu ern
• Beverly
  
• Atiqah
• Visha
• Ponney
• Jia Wei
• Arthur
• Jolyn
• Ching Ching

We had so much fun together :( i miss those times when i could be nothing but me..you guys are the best n i've never felt alone when im with ul..sighhh i cant wait to c all of you again soon..

On a lighter note backpacking this Sunday..eventho its just Malaysia..its a start to many other backpacking trips we will have i believe..im gonna go mad n im gonna c my girls again yaaaay :) yahoooo..

Till the next update..

its all good

Im in school now..supposed to be doing some work but its just not working ya know :) oh well no harm in a lil update..days have been amazing with alin.. I mean every day i have something exciting to look forward to..

Except for yesterday's lil manifestation by me cuz things din go as planned..i mean i really gotta try to take things easy and be flexible hmm, thus avoid wasting the time and hurting ppl.. Lord pls help me.. I need you..

Things have been crazy at work too..exam coming and i need to get this kids ready..its okay if they are submissive but argh sometimes its hard to get their attention.. Anyhow i cant help but to love them..especially the naughty ones :)

My prayer and hope for them is that each of them will find Jesus and their lives will be changed for His Glory. Lord give me more opportunities to speak to them and impact their lives.. I dont just wanna be a norm English teacher.

I told Alin yesterday beee plsss dont go back and I mean it seriously..haha.. she was like yeaa rightt hahaha... :) Anyhow i'm gonna enjoy the time I have with her as much as I can cuz I really treasure her to the maxx :)

PS- Looking forward to the road trip at the end of August :)

There you go my new Hairstyle :) i kinda like it cuz its the first time its really short haha

My very first dental surgery

So i went to the clinic yesterday with an assumption that i'm just gonna have to pull out that wisdom tooth which has been bugging me for some time now. I mean what could go wrong right?simple procedure, just some injections to numb the pain and den some pressure and its out.

Little did i know that it was gonna be much worse than that.

Dr Charles: So are you ready for surgery?

Crystal: Yea, you meann like just pulling out my tooth right?

Dr Charles : No girl you gotta understand something, extraction and surgery are two different things.

Crystal: Okayyyyy sooo howw?

Dr Charles: Ill have to grind your tooth a little and cut out some of the bone to get to the wisdom tooth, den ill pull it out and clean up by removing the roots.

Crystal : (Squirms a lil) huh?? i guess its fine..

In my heart i was like "God pls help" already im totally freaked out whenever i go to the dentist..anyway it din take long..all the drilling and cutting took abt half an hour and I was done. I din really feel the pain till last night..it hurt so bad tears just couldn't stop flowing. Took the opportunity to manja a bit with daddy..made him feed me (grinz) but i really couldn't eat tho..this morning the pain is much better but half my face looks like a ball with the swelling :) haha..can't even talk or eat properly..

I have to go to church later cos i promised the guys..they better not laugh at me esp that Chandru and Athens..

And Theng Shu Ern your message yesterday? I felt like killing you lah but now i just feel like laughing..at the rate im going i think your right lah hehehe..i miss you so much la darling..i was just thinking of all the crazy memories we had and i mean can we pls get that back..at least for just a day or two laa..i'm the only crazy one alone here laa and ul are in KL..sighh..hope to meet ul soon..I love you and they rest of the monkeys too..

Oh well gotta rest.. Dr Charles said i gotta sleep it thru..hate all the medication btw..its messing with my tummy ahhhh..

What do you want from me???

i mean seriously

• I do everything you want me to even if it doesnt make sense


• and you still find fault with me


• and cause trouble


• arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


• i dont wanna end up like her cos of you


• ppl revere you..and still ur lyk that


• I dont get it..none of it..


• its hurting everytime you say things before thinking

ever felt like youre unappreciated??yeahhh..i mean after everything its like you did nothing..common..you wanna dominate??go ahead im not stopping you..im secure..i dont need all that fame to keep me going..nyhow..alin's principle..just continue loving..i guess ill do that..im not lazy i just don want to be taken advantage of!!! Im tired of feeling hurt and unwanted and used! im over all that..if im doing something its because i Love Jesus and He is the only person im serving..so like Issac (the devil) says..go ahead make my day.

I miss you guys like crazy Theng Shu Ern, Bev, Atiqah, Visha Ponney, Jolyn, Jia, Arthur..we must meet up soon okayy?

road trip

Leaving to kl tmr yahoooooo!!! cant wait hehe
I dont think im gonna sleep tonight..need to pack and im still slacking hehehe
its gonna be awesome yaaay
4 hours to go
will update soon..
Love you guyz..

Some of the recording pics

The gorgeous girls with fantastic vocals
Our amazing vocal producer Patrick Leong

yess thats mee :) hehe

The whole gang..we had loads of fun

cant remember what song we were singing here hehehe

It was an amazing experience and we're looking forward for more..more pics on FB, nai's profilee

She's back

Cheryline Dorcas Nagarajan is backk!! thats what this week is about :) i've missed her so much..im just glad she's around n i get to be with her at home again after so long..

Had an awesome time with Eunice yesterday.. :)

Interview tmr morning at ten..

Discipleship class today at 2. Kinda looking forward to all the insight we will get today from the topic of courage..

Oh well life goes on..Shu ern im still missing you a lot.. need to talk to you today..sorry for being so busy..

Bev atiqah vish ponney and arthur i miss you guyz too :( convo is when we will catch up kays..

Lotsa lovee..

CNY

Yes yes its finally that time of the year again :) i cant believe im actually saying i look forward to it each year :) and im indian hahah..oh well the getting together having a good time fellowshiping and joking..well priceless :)

Thanks for inviting us over Ps Boey, derrick, Athens, Shan, and Naomi hehe..lkg forward for an awesome time with you guyzz..

Im worship leading this Sunday and i have no idea how my song list is going..sighh..Lord Help plsss..

Im gonna sleep soon..Happy Chinese New year Theng Shu Ern and Beverly Jong i miss you guyzz heaps..

And to all those who think if youre single den youre a monster lemmie tell you i beg to differ, at least in some cases because you can give the best years of your life to God without any distractions..

My time??its in His hands so no one is going to rush me :) quite stern on that one..

March 19th i cant wait to c everyone again..lotsa love..nitezz

The world

If you live life based on people's emotions and care towards you den i have to tell you that you will keep getting dissapointed cuz we're all human, and no one is perfect. People will love you and praise you today but they will curse you and take it out on you tmr, probably becos you failed or fell short of being a good friend. Everyone has their shortcomings but true friends stick with you thru it all. Put your hope not in man but in God. He is the only one who will never dissapoint you..No point getting hurt time and time again..learn to love and cherish the people who really care and are sincere..they will always be there for you no matter what :)

Looking forward to meeting all my darlings tmr..especially Visha and Jolyn hehe my monkey and my former housemate hehe..Of cos the rest of you guyz too :)

Missing you Ponney hehe

Growing up :(

Finally finished my resume sigh..now its job hunting time..

man i wish i had more time to just be a kid again you know??

Lord I pray you will lead and guide my every step..my trust is in You..make something worthwhile of this life :)

Atiqah Zubir

And Theng Shu Ern

If youre reading this..i miss you guyzz like crazyy :( why do i feel lyk we're drifting..Its good that ill be seeing you this Fri Jong..im super excited..got to go get some closed eye or ill be dead at work tmr..nitey nite

12 days in counting

I was just thinking since there are just 12 days left of lectures and since its our last sem i'd just write something abt the 12 precious classmates i have. Lets c how well i've gotten to know them thru these years eh :) first off

Jolyn Ong Chooi Leng

• She is my awesome housemate :)
• She encourages me to keep my walk with Daddy going
• We always talk about church and youth and things that excite us
• She takes good care of me when im not feeling well
• She loves all the weird things like onions and ginger yuckie
• She is gorgeous
• She is super commited to the love of her life edric (6 years and still going strong)
• omgg how could i have forgotten.she is the class genius 4.0 gpa mind you
• she is super humble n always helps us out when we need it
• dont mess with her when she's cranky rawwwww!!
• she wakes me up for morning classes :)
• She will scold me if i ever say im stupid or cannot do it hehe
• She is damn caring and sweet and just awesome
• I love her soo much..there is much more but cant fit in this post laa hehe

Thats joe my darling :) next we have beverly jong the monkey

Beverly Jong Lian Pin

• Bev is hawtttt..
• She is fun loving and very funny at times
• She loves jogging and keeping her hot body in shape
• She works really hard to do well and she does
• She has changed soo much for the better since year 1
• She is super duper caring tho she will nvr agree with me on that
• She loves mac d and fries
• She would probably die without Arias
• She plays the guitar and sings super well
• Her poetry and writing inspire me :)
• She loves apples :)
• Most of all she loves mee hahahahhaha

I love you bev..ur amazing..So there you have it the two for today :) more to come..

Never Give Up

Im just thanking God for the place that i am in right now...

Its only By Your grace Lord that I've come this far

Guyz, My best friend reminded me today twice to nvr give up

So here i am telling all of you

Ur just a prayer away from your victory

Dont look at your circumstances n give up cuz what is ahead is amazing

Your blessed days and your best days are ahead of you

Just hang in there n put your trust in Jesus. He will c you thru

Trust me i've been there before

I tot better of you seriously..ur better than that. i hope you realise that soon..

How its been

Typical dinner scenario

Atiqah : Guyz where are we going for dinner cuz i need to tell syafiq now la

Shu Ern: I don't care i want my fried chicken

Bev: I dont think im joining for dinner tonight..

Crystal: come la bev if not what you gonna eat

Bev: I got my apples :)

Crystal: Wowwwww apples eh bev heheheh..

Shu Ern: eh faster laaaa come lets go ghani

Visha n Ponney : eh we dont like the food there laa summo we're vege today

Crystal : okok ghani at 7 siapa nak datang datang okayyy hehehe

Thats how its been for the past 2 years

Seriously what on earth am i gonna do without you guyzz..

45 days in counting roughly that is

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im tired and i need some motivation argh..am i ever going to finish this paper??

36 days in counting baby..hang in there

why are guyzz sometimes so hard to handle?? Don worry sweetheart ur gonna be just fine..

I love youu..

Theng Shu Ern, Atiqah, Visha, Joe, Ponneey, we better be going to Langkawi..im gonna miss u guyss..

okayyy im officially manifesting ade hehe

Time to get back to it..dada!

I miss you

Hey lin..things used to be so easy with you around..nothing ever seemed to bother me..seriously why did life have to take you so far away from me?

I bet youre reading this going lyk WHAT THE HECK IS WITH THE EMO MAN!!!

But i know you miss me too..lemmie quote you in one of your letters to me okay?? ;)

"I wish I could use words to tell you how special you are"

Oh wow thats so sweet..I really admire your strength and endurance in everything you do..ur full of grace, love, excellence and values beyond what you could imagine. Despite your situation you still find time to encourage others.

I love you and yess im counting down the days till you get your hot, sexy ass back here..

I guess sisters forever is an understatement to describe our relationship..more life BFF

muaxxx.. 40 Days in counting!!

Too tired to even complain

Yeaa i know its been a month since my last post..im soo busy that its not funny anymore..aih tired..so lets c whats been making me lose all my energy..

• My Thesis (FYP)- I love Mr Krishnan but damn its one helluva paper to write
• All the miserable assignments- why cant they give us fewer subjects so we can focus on fyp? more than 10 i think..crazyy..
• All the classes we have to attend..especially on Monday-haih
• The travelling-no complains here JB is awesome and seeing ma and pa every week is a bonus, also the serving is wow i do enjoy it..God is so faithful im telling u..
• Late nights- assignments and all..
• Missing that lil girl of mine- what on earth lin?ur so far away..i need you seriously..
• All the class drama-can you believe she stopped speaking and glarred?who cares weih seriously hahahha.
• Life's temprimental moments- seriously its draining.

Oh well there's more but i just dont know how to put it into writing..im just exhausted..right now i want a good night's sleep and some good home cooked food for a change hahahha..Ohyeaaa we did celebrate Shu Ern and Bev's birthday despite the busy(ness) and that was rewarding. I love you guyz darlings..

My class totally rocks..i dont think i'd ever be able to find such a diverse yet close knitted group of ppl with the same crazy ideas and interests..I love you guyzz..

Okay i need to get back to my work..i guess its no sleep for the next 48 hours..i can catch up on my sleep on the way back to JB i guess..yeaaaa im going back again..so not me right.hahaha..darn that reminds me i havent bought tix yet..

Alright gtg..remember..

Thats what friends are for..

Hectic

Remember when we first came to this hell hole??


Anyways, Compared to the title of my post, im just sitting in front of y lappy and staring..I dont even know where to start. Its already week 8 and we have so much going on but omg i just have no mood arghhhhhh..i even forgot about replacement class yesterday(how could I)? This is bad real bad..I really have to start bucking up man..

Oh well its crazy over here with my thesis, assignments, presentations and constant consultation hours with my lecturers (not that i hate the part of sitting in the air-cond chatting with them)but is just so much work ahhhhhh..Looking at things right now? It will only be by His grace that I am able to finish that awfully long thesis paper.. Lord Help plss..Final year man, just the thought of 'IT' ending in 6 months stresses me out.

How the heck am I gonna live without all these monkeys in my life.. With Visha constantly bugging my life all throughout class and Beverly showing me her monkey face early in the mornings, with Shu Ern and her whining all day about how sien or tired she is and atiqah complaining how much she's gained weight.And Joe knocking on my door waking me up in the mornings and just screaming my name in the middle of nowhere n Kl,Ponney and the rest oh well mostly i disturb them but still not having all of them around..omg i dont know how the heck im gonna do it seriously.. :(

I guess like I always say and i will say again 'LIFE GOES ON' but you guys if ur reading this i hope that the friendship we have will last no matter where in the world life takes us. There's always facebook and e-mails and since ur all english majors it wont hurt to do a lil bit of writing would it??and plsss LIEW KOON LENG and JOLYN ONG CHOOI LENG wedding invitations hahahhahaha.

I love you guys man..I do.. we've been thru 3 years of hell together and now its really ending..damn..

Ponney darling i hope you had lotsa fun yesterday..remember this day always kays..we wore party hats like idiots esp Shu Ern with the hannah montana hahahahahhaha so you would be happy.. WE all love you..Happy Birthday again yeaa?muaxx..

Ok I have to get my life together and start doing some organizing before i forget more things..ill write more soon..loves..

Going back to Jb this week-end hehehe..lkg forward..Buddy you owe me one hahahahhha nah im kidding..anything for friendship..

loves..

Hope

I've found a friend in you.. An awsome, incredible friend in you..Thank you..

PS: Hey Shawty hang in there kays its gonna be alright..We are all here for you thru this..Love you so much

The Truth lies deep inside

So this morning when i clicked on my facebook profile this cute lil pic popped up with a caption by my darling Ponney..

Crystal: The one who always smiles n laughs which usually "mengegarkan" the whole cafe in uni....The beauty in her is - she always smiles no matter what....

I thought to myself wow so this is how they see me haha..oh well Daddy always says that "to rejoice is a choice". I guess its a choice I make whenever im super down..I can either just be sad and emooo which i sometimes do or i can be strong and put on that beautiful smile that God gave me and make everyone smile too.

But the truth lies deep within..

Life can be an ass sometimes but i guess its true what someone said "The beauty of life is in your eyes" so no matter how hard it gets look at life from a higher perspective...yes especially you Crystaline Deborah Nagarajan hehehe..

Im sleepy..nitezzz

la la la

Just got back from an hour long jog with bev..we were both extremely lazy cos of the weather lately..Its been pouring non stop..its so bad to the extent that one of the blocks in UNI almost got flooded by the lake overflow..haih UTAR..wassap weih hahahaha..

Anyways its been soo cold and comfy in bed that we just feel like staying there the whole day haha..attempt to stay up late and study? FAIL man hehehehe..we are terrible actually..when its hot we complain, when it rains we also complain apa la humans..never satisfied hehe..oh well im thankful that we got to jog in the cool wind this evening..*grinz*

Today's devotional was awesome..it was abt how God blesses our going out as well as our coming in. We are super blessed by our Father and there is nothing that He knows we want and will not give it to us unless He knows we deserve better :) His love for us is unconditional and when we realise that; every mountain, every situation, every sickness becomes so small, and we become more that conquerers thru Christ. Im really encouraged..you guys wanna read more? just click on http://www.newcreation.org.sg/index.phpoption=com_content&view=category&layout=blog&id=25&Itemid=47

I also went to see Mr Krishnan about my final year project today. He is awesome im telling you. I had so many ideas on what research i wanted to study but he miraculously narrowed the whole thing down to a specific topic that i personally love. So i guess all I have to do now is focus, read and write a whole lot on my topic. Its related to public speaking btw hehe..a topic that is very close to my heart..ala yea laaa I cakap banyak maa hehehehhe..

Cheers to a very fulfilling day and also cheers to my latest obsession...

My Beautiful pair of Gladiators

I love them hehehe..

Seriously I never thought i would ever get a pair for such a reasonable price at MidValley.. Thank you Daddy..you love me so much that you know every detailed desire of my heart..

alright i wanna shower..waiting for Tee's call..Miss that Cina babi..she is enjoying like mad in KL..hehe..

PS- Visha and Ponney you guys are the best..you know what? honestly friends= both of you..thanks for always being there for me, nevr failing to make me smile, lending me a shoulder to cry on and just loving me despite the babi that I sometimes am. You guys are special and very precious to my heart..I know you hate emooo but here you go..I love you guyzz..muaxx..