Happy Birthday 大哥

Happy Birthday Koko May you have the best birthday ever, full of surprises and lotsa love :)

Thanks for being such an amazing brother to me. Its been a blessing knowing someone like you. You care and love people with no intention and when we speak you listen and eventho sometimes you say ' Who Cares' but im sure you still do haha.. ur the lamest and most awesome person and im sure many ppl know that too cos thats the way you are with everybody..

My prayer for you is that you will discover the calling that God has placed in your life and you will run with it :) I pray ul grow in Him and He will be your everything.. Smile and always be happy..I know this is a surprise to you but i hope its a good one :)

God bless you

Finally the moment

I've been waiting for this moment for God knows how long..i mean it has felt like ages to me She is finally home.. The lil joy of my heart..every time she comes home its like she brings such a joy to my heart..I really really love her so much..

Apart from all my friends Cheryline Dorcas Nagarajan is my best friend. Someone i can share my whole heart with and someone who understands me and can scold me right to my face. I appreciate her so much cuz i've learnt so much just from her life.

She never aims to be anyone else but herself and she is perfect..so pure so amazing..today when she got up there to share, I was so amazed..my eyes teared cuz to me she is God's masterpiece of purity and no one can ever be like her.

I love her so much and I am grateful to God for blessing me with such an amazing sister..All I want for her is the best and to be happy..

Looking forward to the most amazing week with her around. Just knowing she is at home is a comfort that i'm not alone..I never feel alone when she is with me..

I can't wait to spoil her and pamper her all week :)

God Thank you for bringing her back..I love you lin you're the best thing God placed in my life.The Joy God brought into my life :)

Monday

Woke up early this morning not knowing what the time or date was cuz my watch strap broke :) hahahaha..anyhow i felt super energetic and im kinda looking forward to this week..especially the end of it cos my lil sis Cheryline Dorcas Nagarajan will be back..I'm off today..on MC..gonna go service my car with daddy and we'll c what else there is to be done..

Already missing Nereeta..

Have an amazing week everyone..ill update as much as possible..

Another Beautiful day

Lotsa things happen everyday reminding us of many things..everyday produces a memory for tomorrow..Today was no less..

Youth meeting was amazing..worship literally brought down the presence of God..couldn't hold the tears back even sitting at the back doing the projector all blurry eyed..Nereeta I wish you were here longer to lead many more times hunie..and Johnny preached amazing..He talked about walking in the Spirit, something really vital that many ppl have lost sight of these days..It really ministered to me personally and i was blessed. I remember 3 points :) am I right?

1. Obeying the voice of God (How Abraham sacrificed Issac on the altar without questioning God and God was faithful to return to him his son and bless him by making him the father of many nations.
2. Prayer
3. Fasting

Awesome awesome awesome word of God and awesome man of God. I cant wait for His first miracle crusade and His first packed revival mtg :) i hope he doesn't read this or he will kill me for saying this..Oh well i'm just telling the truth..and I hope one day when it all comes to pass he will read this again and smile hehe..

It was also Nereeta's last Sat here so we arranged a small going away party for her for all her amazing ways and the awesome person that she is. I am gonna miss her so much..she has been such an encouragement to me thru this time and im really grateful to God for placing someone like her in my life. I hope and pray that you will excel in everything that you do and that you will be a blessing to many..3 John 2 I love you NN muacks..

Im just lying down on my bed right now thinking of the conversation i had with Mr Neong all the way back..life is slowly starting to change..ppl are changing, things are changing, our own lives are changing..i just hope that everyone gets a smile in the changes and no hearts are broken..

Not really tired..i guess ill read a bit before falling asleep..kinda miss chatting with the best friend who is super duper busy :) oh well LIFE GOES ON..

Good night everyone..have an amazing Sunday..ask God to speak to you..seriously He will :) he nvr fails to..

6 days more to a week of bliss :)

NN my love this pic is for you muacks I love you

Im back

I feel like saying RIP life goes on hehehe its been dead for so long and its all my fault :) seriously blogging is time consuming and takes inspiration laa..Theng Shu Ern thanks for getting me into this hehee :) i still love it tho..okay here's a short update on how things have been..

AWESOMEEEEE

Hahahahaha yes yes i know im lamee...i did a degree course with Athens and graduated but unfortunately with no honours cos he is the only one with a honours degree in lame-ness :) oh well things are great..working and learning soo many things daily. Eventho its tiring at times but i guess i still endure cos its something im passionate about, teaching. Working hard and trusting God to be an awesome teacher as a learn each day.

Church is awesome too..I cant believe im saying this but after so long of not going for prayer meeting i feel when i went the last 2 weeks its like i was totally refreshed and it like kick started the whole week. Youth outbreak's been driving me crazy too..these guys are totally passionate about what they do and they are awesome it amazes me :) ..Sunday service?oh well sometimes in the morning im like sooo tired and i just say God pls just speak to me and He does..right to my heart..God has been so faithful every single day of my life that Ill nvr doubt His goodness.. He is always there to cover me with His love be the best friend there could ever be..

2 weeks holiday flew past like the wind..had a blast at Bandung with the 2 ppl I love the most..and I din feel like a tiang lampu at all cos i felt how much both of them loved me and accepted me..played like crazyy :) and after that church camp, play again and den it was time to get down to serious business of marking the exam papers sighhh..thanks Johnny for helping me..couldnt have finished so fast if you din help me hehe :)

Anyway school is back on and im running around again..setting the exam questions for the coming test haha..brand new experience for me and i know its all for a purpose.. For now im really happy with life and everything around me :) and i pray things will start getting clearer and better.

PS: Lord I love you so much and I thank you for the person you are making out of me. Speak to me Lord and I will listen. All I want for my life is for Your will to be done and nothing else..not my desires or dreams or purposes..you say it and I will do it. Quoted : Enlarge my heart to know your will and to do your will.

To whoever is reading this i just wanna encourage you to run this race with passion cuz Jesus ran His race on this earth with you as His passion. Yes things may get difficult at times and you feel like giving up but hang in there..dont let go of His promises cuz He will nvr let go of you. If you fall pick yourself up and move on, encourage yourself in Him. There is nothing to great He cannot understand cuz im telling you guys there is not much time for us on earth. We gotta start running with such passion so the world will c the Jesus in us.

Love you guys :) and God bless yall.

RIP Alvin : Ul always be remembered as an amazing teacher and person who cared for and loved people. Im sure great is your reward in heaven.

gtg..and best friend thanks for the inspiration to blog again hehe :) it paid off.. How on earth did God choose such amazing friends for me ar? man God really must love me like crazy hehehe..

The past few weeks

Im just lying down and i cant sleep haha..thinking of the past few amazing weeks that have gone by so quickly..

The last time i wrote was 2 days before convo and that week-end itself was a blast.

I remember just sitting down quietly while the guest of honour was speaking, thinking omg I would have never made it even half way if it was not the grace of God.

And Thru everything situation God just came thru miraculously. I disntictively remember one day before my semantics paper crying and losing it because of some situation but in the end God just gave me the strength to pull thru and to do exceedingly well :)

Also giving me such wonderful, supportive parents who love me and care for me in every circumstance. I'm so grateful to have finished my degree and come back to a debt free career. All God's mercy and amazing parents who are so responsible. Mummy and Daddy i love yall so so much.

Anyway convo was awesome and the best part was to have my family there right beside me together with all my amazing friends. I think convo was by far the most amazing time i had..all the gifts and pampering hehe..thanks baby girl for coming back..having you around was the best thing for me..muacks..

Buddy thanks for being there too.. meant the world to me..utter crazy fun hehe :)

After convo the weeks passed so quickly with work (which By God's grace im getting used to everyday and amazingly starting to enjoy it) and everything else that i even lost track of time..just the normal everyday routine,

till yesterday..

Oh well the day started perfectly normal..i knew i had a lot to do with John and Chan both not around plus work..i was kinda mentally prepared for it and the day was like is was supposed to be..busy busy busy till finally youth meeting was over and everyone was acting a lil weird..they all left me and went 'back' haha and suddenly Johnny called..

Johnny: "Bud, what if i told you that im back and wanna hang out!"

Crystal: OMGG are you serious??

Johnny: yes yes get your ass to larkin and fetch me noww!!

Crystal: haha okok im coming now :)

And they tricked me all the way to the awesome surprise..I was so shocked and touched..they even composed a song for me smth like

OHHHHH crystaline HAPPY Birthdayy..sooo sweettt :)

All of you who worked so hard to put this together thank you so so much..

Neereta, Hannah, Shan, Derrick, Bryan, Christina, Sam, Chris, Chandru, Johnny, Issac, Gab(s) and Mark thank uuuuu..I love you guysss so so so much..

All of you are a treasure that God has placed in my life for a specific purpose and I really appreciate you guys a lot. Who would have thought that we would be so close like this right?its all God's devine appointment. You guys rock and i dont have to worry about being alone no more cos i know that wen i call ul will be there right?? ( its in the song) hahaah..muacks.. thanks again..

And Neereta, Issac, Johnny and Chan thanks for the wonderful leopard prints top..im lovin it so so much and im gonna rock it more than you know :)

Most of all Lord I thank you for your goodness and faithfullness thru all of it. You have never failed to be there for me in every circumstance and situation and I love You more than anything in this whole world..

Looking forward to an amazing week ahead and im missing mummy who has gone to be with my lil sis in Bandung for her exams :)..got to get some sleep now..promise another update soon :)

official leave :)

School's out for a week yahoooo :) i know its gonna past super fast but i intend to enjoy every bit of it haha..yesterday as i was teaching the last class i could feel the anticipation rising in me..its not easy to teach when youre distracted haha..

So how do I plan to spend these few days?

• Im going to kl todayyy to meet all my sweeties
• Collect my convo outfit and tickets for my awesome family
• start lesson planning at least for the next month
• have discipleship class with the girls
• spend more time reading the word and praying (man do i miss it)
• clean my roommm :)

And of cos all this has to be done from monday to wed cos Thurday alin will be backkk!! yahoooo..and then its shopping and going crazyy in KL..mummy and daddy will be there too hahas :) and of cos convo's on Sat morning..

Im kinda looking forward to today's bus ride to kl..its been a while since i travelled and i miss those times where i would shut the whole world out and just worship and pray alone with my Daddy God..

Also very much looking forward to meeting those crazy friends of mine..i'll bet we have tons to talk about since we've all started working already hehehe.. its gonna be fun

speaking of.. i havent packed a thing omggg..better get going..

gonna miss the girls here and youth :( ill be back Sunday kay girls?lotsa love

Crystal

Daddy's Embrace

Owh well thats so far the name of the youth album :) that should be coming out soon..

2 days of endless recording at oopss asia singapore with the amazing producer Patrick Leong. He totally amazed me with the talent, patience and amazing skill.

When we wrote those songs, never did we think that one day it would come out and be recorded as an album :) when i heard everyone singing those songs my heart leaped with joy and I thanked God for His faithfullness.. My prayer is that those songs would impact more than just our church but the generation.

Shan, neereta, naomi, chris, jon, dan you guyz were so awesome and i had so much fun with yall in the freezing recording studio.

m looking forward to more recording sessions till the album is complete..

For now its back to work and yess next week is convoo...i cant wait to c everyone again..

You were one person who encouraged me to write music and I pray that you will start doing it again too..cant you see you have so much potential?

Till next time..lotsa love guyzz

Life's simple pleasures

A lot has been going on these past two weeks..i cant believe i went from omgg im bored to im too busy to even check my Fb profile :) my feed was totally spammed from all the updates today when i checked it haha..

Oh well cant say that im not happy with everything thats going on..remember the interview i told you guys about??the private chinese high school??i got the job and mostly thats whats been taking up my time. New work environment, new challenges, new students, new work prospects, new working hours and most of all brand new and never ending grace of God.

The best part about it is that God made it in such a way that i got everything i ever wanted. Awesome working hours where i can still serve freely, awesome salary, amazing distance from my place and tho im still getting to know them, good students and teachers :)

C what happens when you dont rush and just trust God? I mean after rushing at every crossroad i realised at some point that God is taking care of me and it doesn't make this time any different cos He knows what He is doing and its better to trust Him sometimes rather than to push on something thats not of Him. He has proven to be more than faithful time and time again.

Im learning so many new things every single day and tho it may be challenging at times, I know ill never be alone cos His hand will constantly be in mine leading me and guiding me thru each step of life. So here's to the next exciting phase of my life.I know im never going to be alone.

Working is great but more than that i find myself looking forward to spending time in His presence and serving my heart out cos there is no greater joy. Sometimes im literally out the whole day but when i get home there's a joy in my heart cos my day glorified Him.

Convo's coming up soon and i cant wait to c all my friends again..They mean the world to me and i love all of them so much..

PS- Hannah lee my darling thank you so much for helping me mark the papers today hehe..and angie too..i owe you guyzz..

Today's post is a bit long eh hee..before i go i just wanna say that i miss this (pic below) and I just cant wait till we do it again. You guyzz rock my world. I miss Kampar and how you guys always made me laugh till it hurt..ul literally brought the joy out of me..I miss that.

To everyone who is searching for the next step, i hope this encourages you to never give up and to trust God more than ever cos..

"Every letdown by man is another reason for you to trust God even more" Jia Yo

All my love
Crystal

Food poisoning

Its 5.05am man and im wide awake..fell asleep peacefully about 10 ish just to be woken up at 3.45 for no particular reason. Kept tossing and turning wondering why on earth i cant sleep n suddenly the moment of truth when my tummy started hurting ;)

It has been a long night and i have visited the tolet 3 times in 1 and half hours..omgg the worst part is i still cant sleep ahhhhh..In one hour Hannah Lee will be calling to wake me up. Guess she was right :) i should have just stayed awake hehehe..

So much for that, lets just give you a brief update of the week-end..in one word?i would say fantastic..i had so much fun esp friday when we went to the junk sale and derrick's long awaited birthday dinner :) i mean these ppl are super fun to be with n i love them with their innocence and youth..Saturday rocked as well with youth mtg..Chandru omgg seriously you should take the mike more often..There was such a presence of God and im sure everyone felt it too.

Oh yeaaa did i mention my bestie came back hahaah..so yeaa preety much funn..n Sundayy instructor training course hmmmm was alright i guess..thank God Chris was there to make it a lil bearable..Everyone is so mature and smart, we mite as well shhh :).Lunch with the guyzz after church and again lots of planning and deciding and visions and dreams..It actually pays off to be with people who have vision and dreams and who are just not satisfied with what there is but want more out of God and Life..Their passion drives me to serve and Love more in the coming days.

As much as their passion drives me i hope shan,hannah,naomi,angie,christina,neereta, and Eunice you guyzz will be driven with the same passion to love God and never stop serving Him wherever you guyz are and whatever you do..Discipleship yesterday was about patience and boy do i have a lot of learning to do especially when it comes to this topic.

Kinda looking forward to today..planning nvr ceases when there is an event coming up..so Sandy Saturday is going to be amazing and we're just 3 days away..I seriously need to get some sleep..

13 days more and ul be back my lil girl..hang in there..I love you and im praying for you muacks.

I mean seriously..no kidding..time to work outt darnn.. :) i miss my jogging partner miss Jong and my swimming partner miss Theng..You guyzz rock my world.

And Shu ern you are super special to me..if i were to write a whole post abt you den i think blogspot couldnt contain the pages i'd write..lemmie just summ it up to i miss you very much and maybe once i've summarized everything i'd write one post just for you hehe..love you hunie..

I wanna sleeppp zzzzz..

A brand new dawn

After a long 3rd day of 2011 im just sitting down n thinking of the past 3 weeks and smiling to myself..How on earth did so many things happen in such a short time?

10th-12th Dec- Camp Extreme

The campers were amazing..each and everyone of them participated in all the events and their talents were unleashed omg it was also an awesome experience working with Chris, Brett, John n Dan. I mean these guys are full of enthusiasm and ideas..I will forever remember this camp and the effect it had on all of us after (backache, sore knees, headache, fever) hehehehehe..and the few sessions that we had were really impactful. I mean there was literally a strong presence of God that i believe transformed the young people's lives. Thanks for allowing God to use you Johnny :). All that said i hope everyone enjoyed themselves and had something to take back after camp.

13th Dec- 27th Dec -Bandung with my family

These 2 weeks were a wonderful time of rest, spending time with my family and most importantly spending time with my beloved Daddy God.It was amazing having alin with me and laughing again with her..arguing about silly things like who is going to shower first and who is the bomb hehe..she is so amazing.the strength that she has is inspiring and she serves and loves with all her heart. Though she is gorgeous and elegant with high expectations and desires, she is super simple at heart in her relationship with God, full of wisdom and honour. I love her so much and i've gotten to know so much more about her this trip. We did so many fun things together too (putting up the christmas tree, having a christmas party, going for worship practices together, celebrating christmas day wearing the wacky hat in Bandung)omgg when the 27th came i din wanna come back :'( i miss her so much but i know she will be back soon..gotta hang in there :) I treasure her and the time spent together. When i told her she's my life this time like i always do she said "im everybody's life and I got no life" heheheehhe ok be no more life life all..ur just my baby sis.hehehe.

29th Dec 2010 - 1st Jan 2011- Shu ern, Visha, Arthur and Jia Wei came

We had so much fun omgg..cant remember the last time i did so many stupid things hehe..we were teasing Visha about how she has become an aunty ade and Shu ern about her sex change. I love this bunch and im so grateful for each of them. Meeting tee after so long was so nice too..i almost cried when she hugged me omgg rindu sangat sigh..Arthur you ass thanks for driving down all the way and Jia ur so sweet for coming too..I hope you guyz had a good time and ul will come again. I miss yall already :) the best part was the countdown to 2011 heheeh it was like we were waiting at Danga bay with probably a thousand other ppl and at minight...nothing..omgg how dissapointing hehehehe..it seems the Sultan's smth smth passed away..bummer hehe.but i was happy cuz they were all there..and derrick, sam, josh boey and jon were there too..New year rocked lots :)

1st Jan -3rd Jan

New Year Service and Sunday service both were awesome and omgg Johnny again i have to say it ur so God's precious one hehe..worship was amazing and daddy preached..really opened my eyes to many new revelations in my walk with him.

The one thing i told God a week before New year was that if i could have something this year i really want Him to intensify my intimacy with Him. We all need intimacy everyday and many times we waste it on things that dont satisfy when God is longing for us and Longing to be intimate with us. Omg im enjoying being intimate with Him till i wish everyone who reads this will come to this realisation too..He speaks to you and comforts you and like a friend He fellowships with you just longing to fall in love with you. I want more intimacy with the Holy Spirit in year 2011.

Thank You daddy God for seeing me thru year 2010..Your Faithfullness and Love is what has got me thru the year and I believe you will keep leading me step by step as I draw closer to You.

Excited to start discipleship tmr with the girls..ill update soon

Blessed New Year, All my Love

They keep me going

Just got back home after a really really long day phew..played with the kids after school till i was sweating like mad hehehe..oh well im happy..things are good..knowing that

Their smiles and laughter will keep me going throughout the day

That this preety girl will be waiting for me every morning with a smile so sweet that it could light up my whole day..knowing that i will never be lonely if she's at school :)

Of cos i cant resist their cuteness..feel like catching them and biting them hehe

Last but not least just knowing that my baby girl is safe in Bandung, happy with her darling..I miss her..

Gotta get cleaning now :) wish me all the best

Today

Wow bud, i love the effect on this one :) hope it made alin smile just like it did me..thankus..

huhuhuhu i wan an iphone plssss hehehe...

Oh well what day..super busy in school the whole day from one practice to another..finally managed to clear the mess in we are the world and merge the whole group together for rehearsal..kinda liked the last part of the song where everyone sang super nice together :).. Also kinda loved the new song teacher carol choose for the 10 commandments hee..boogiee..wohooo..Cant beleive how much fun work can be..at the same time i gotta say its preety tiring..

Also tried singing captivate us with Athens just now..I have to admit it is one of the most amazing songs i've ever listened to..i mean woww it has such a sweet melody and the words are just so ministering..coolest..was thinking of doing it one of these Sundays in service..oh well we'll c how it goes..

Now im just lying down listening to sermon and thinking of this wk-end..i cant wait to c those monkeys again hehe :) miss them so much..sure hope everything goes as planned and we have the best wk end ever..

missing my alin very much..bet she is super happy..wish i could capture the look on her face right now..

Guyz, God promises that for the shame we have endured he will restore us with double honour..Our God is super faithful so quit trusting man or your own understanding cuz He has plans for you that you could never dream of..whatever ur going thru right now just remember that it is just temporary, and He will c you thru soon enough with double honour..

Love you guyzz :)

back to life again

Omg im so sorry i havent written in soo long :)

I am officially back in Jb for good..after finals we went for our class trip, i got back to KL and went straight to Kampar to collect my stuff..came back to JB after and have been here ever since..I am happy to be home, with mummy and daddy and serving again. God is so faithful you guyzz..you have to hear this..

When i came home in my heart i wanted to work for about a month just so i could spend a good Christmas with my baby girl in Bandung. But i mean my human mind told me who on earth will give you a job for just a month common get real :) .. so i just took it easy..relaxed at home and enjoyed teaching some tuition to the guyzz..but on the 19th of Oct (Sunday) Teacher Carol came up to me and said, "hey..you said you wanted to work for just a month, would you like to come to me school as a creative arts teacher??" I was like, creative arts??what on earth will I teach man??common im not that talented also hehe..but obviously i said okay i will come in tmr.

Lemmie tell you something its amazing to trust God in your imposibilities cuz He always comes thru for you and in your incapabilities, God makes His strength shine thru you.. The school is awesome..what im teachin??i absolutely love it and im learning so much everyday..the students are super sweet too..oh well 3 wks to go and den im unemployed again but i know that just as God has been faithful before, He will be again hee..Did i mention how cute the lil kids are?i just wanna catch them and cuddle them..here's one of them hehe



Also recordings have started for our new album which will hopefully be launched in the beggining of next year. My first experience of stepping into a recording studio was terrifying..singing and hearing your own voice alone in the recording studio with a vocal producer there to tell you where you were pitchy omggg..scaryy..but honestly I couldnt stop thanking God all the way cuz this opporcunity would have nvr come along if not for His devine appointment. It all seems so impossible to me but again i have to remember im just human..and My Father, is God so nothing is ever impossible with him :) ..It was so awesome singing with alin and having fun just listening to our songs be recorded..we sang the song Your Grace till we din wanna sing it anymore hehehe..Hopefully others will sing it, be blessed and continue singing it :)

This morning when i heard how one of the songs ministered to my best friend i was so blessed. The thing with us is we never realise that when God gives you talent and you use it for His glory, There is a measure of anointing and grace that is released that will bless others, and God is pleased and glorified too. So dont ever keep your talent hidden inside..use to for His glory.


Im working tmr and im still awake :) oh well im not really tired yet..Being back in Jb im so grateful I have my mummy and daddy as well as my best friend and Chandru and Athens and the girls around just to be with me and make life so beautiful..I do miss my gals from Kampar and my baby girl tho..so glad Johnny is going there soon..have fun bud and give her a kiss for me :)

I love both of them :)

I love him :)

Oh well the last two pics are some recent pics we took in penang..I'll write again soon..Oh yeaa forgot to mention..im loving my new baby vaio hehee..Till next time stay blessed and dont forget to bless others..love you guyzz..

Nostalgic

Officially started packing everything into boxes yesterday n now im 90% done..When Shu ern came yesterday i told her babe ur so gonna cry man hehe..we have exactly 2 days of craziness before we leave Kampar for good man thats kinda sad but exciting at the same time..

Had a silly watergun fight yesterday, all of us omgg :). we happened to see these RM 1 water guns and decided to have some fun. The result??everyone was drenched hehehe..craziness..

Arthur ur such an idiot but we're gonna miss you so much man..youre craziness and how you just talk nonsense the whole time making us laugh..and how youre so caring..dang hehe..hang in there man its all gonna be fine haha..we're always gonna be friends forever hahaha.

If not for UTAR i would have nvr heard about Kampar even hehe..thats soo weird..this small 'kampung' totally changed our lives.

Alright i got to go..Profesional Writing awaits tmr

missing you Cheryline Dorcas Nagarajan :) dada

There my all sufficient study group.. :) 9pm guyzz..Jia and Arthur will be comin too c ya :)

its all in 2's

So...

• I finished my thesis 2 weeks agooooo yeahhhh!!!! that was a total relief :)
  
• 2 days ago my baby girl went back to bandung..aih aih aih going mad
• I am now missing the 2 most amazing wacky people who make my whole world go nuts
• I have another 2 days before my next paper 'pro writing' dang
  
• 2 more papers to graduation
• after that its 2 crazy nights at genting with the darlings who changed my whole world for the last three years :)
• And then comes homeee with my 2 amazing parents, "mama, papa im coming homeeee!!
• Last but not least i cant wait for the 2nd of Oct where we will be celebrating tee's 22nd
  

I cant believe how 3 years just went by like that man it still puzzles me..so many things have changed and even i have changed..hmmm not to mention alin and john and shu ern, tee bev and all my wack friends..seriously how on earth would i have survived all the drama without the love and support of my family and friends. Oh well Daddy God your faithfulness is never ending and I know i would have nvr made it thru without your love..I will love you always..

I usually hate decision making and stepping into the next phase of life but this time im kinda excited cuz i know its all in Your hands.

Anyone wanna c a crazy person??watch me this coming Monday!!omgg i cant wait.i don't even feel like studying for my last paper :) i just hope daddy doesn't read this hehehehe ill be so dead :)

So i guess its goodbye studying and hello working life for a while..I love you guyzz my darlings in Kampar..you guyz mean the world to me.

Alin n John you guyzz drive me nuts..get married soon plsss i can't wait..

Alright i will update again in 2 days??hehehe maybe :) love yall..muacks

Norm stuff :)

Im just sitting in front of my lappy finishing my slides for tmr's linguistic presentation and i cant help but to think of the amazing wk-end I had with mum,alin,carmel and Johnny..not forgetting the youths too :) i still wish i could be there in jb with her..but Lord im thankful for such an amazing time you gave us..these are just a few pics..she will upload more later hehe..

The night Carmel supposed to leave :) b4 the drama

Paintball with youth outbreak..it was fun but sakit siaa ouch

before getting trashing hahahaha

makaning some awesome food at esp

Real nice

I love this one hehe

He is a happy man after 4 months

I miss them :( love the view tho

Orchard road

Ice-creammmm

ION orchard

On the way to Orchard (I lovee the dress :) thanku lin)

Just before leaving :)

Notice the pics are all upsidedown hehehe sorry bout that.too lazy to rearrange..I had so much fun that now im lazy to get back to work darn heheh..

I wish i could go back this wk-end too sigh..oh well..if i finish everything i definately am going back :)

I miss you guyz at home,have lotsa fun okay..muacks

got to get back to work..

Lemmie go HOME

She is finally homeeee...that lil brat..i cant wait to c her hehehe..

I've got a feeling this wk end is gonna be awesome yahooooooo

Ill update soon okayyy :)

Cant wait to go home n c her..kisssessss muackss

Enjoy your week-end everyone

Lotsa loveee

because they mean the world to me

I Am Preety certain that

No matter how many assignments we have to finish
Or how many arguments we have

Or how much we've bitched about each other

Or if life just sucks

somehow its gonna be okay cuz they will always be there..darling friends..including Visha and ponney.I love you guyzz

Our class photoshoot was on Monday morning and after that as spontanious as we are, we ended up in Ipoh.. The best times

Wish me luck for my Thesis and Assignments ppl I really need it right now.

Just Another Sunday

Just finished talking to my baby girl..darn i miss her..talked endlessly and i cant remember how long its been since i laughed like that hehehehe..Those of you who have sisters u know what im sayin right? hehehe..CRAZYYY..

Oh well i promised her id count down for her return so its 38 days babyy hehe..

And look out yall Cheryline n Crystaline's latest song will be out soon..yeahhh!!

She called me with this beautiful melody and lyrics..need's a lil bit of work den we're ready to sing it..omgg i miss writing songs with her. In this case its mostly her song..Proud of you baby girl!!

Again all Glory to God..

PS-i miss you guyzz in JB..my sayangs..n i miss my babiiisss..guyz come back here quick we've got FYP to finish okkk hehe..

Guys never forget that ur not alone in this journey of life..The holy spirit is right there speaking to you..Be sensitive to him continue to build a love relationship with him okay?

Love all of you so much..not forgetting you my ass of a best buddy!!hehe lotsa love

There we are in our own worlds Shan looks gorgeous..miss you syg..