Thoughts

The other day in the train on the way to KL as i was listening to some music and starring out of the window I noticed a little girl who was so comfortably lying on her fathers shoulder as He moved about back and forth the train..Suddenly I had this awesome revelation of The Father's love..
We dont realise it sometimes but we are just like that little girl in her fathers arms.All we need to do is to rest and be confident that it is going to be alright because it is not us walking but Him. When we gave our lives to our beloved Father, he picked us up and started walking thru the journey of life together with us.
We worry about tomorrow, about how our future is going to be like. Sometimes we even worry if we are in His will or not but the truth is if we can realise that He is walking this journey for us and with us then we wont be so worried anymore.
Every step is carefully guided by a God that is so big and strong,yet so gentle and loving. Nothing happens in life without a reason if you know that He is the Lord of your life.Good and bad things will all work together to become a beautiful picture in the end. A picture he saw when He first created you.
Never look down on your mistakes or failures because they are a stepping stone to your Victory. Every weakness is a chance for God to Display His greatness in your life.
He loves us so much that even if we feel like climbing down His shoulder and walking by ourselves cos we think we have figured it out He never lets us go. He holds our hands and guides us gently and patienly.
The world and people may give up on you but i know one person who will never ever give up on you and thats my Daddy God. Because He sees many different pictures in your life that you cant yet see.
If your earthly parents love you so much and always want the best for you, what more the person who created you.
So common Smile and remember how loved and precious and beautiful u are to Him.
Crystal over and out

Here I am again

Oh man i just cycled back from Visha's place..trying to catch my breath now..Seriously i have to post something before my blog becomes extinct.

Lets c where do I start?

Its already week 5 of classes and i havent bolgged for what 6 weeks?man i'm terrible..I have Shu ern telling me to update my blog and others telling me they have read my blog..man I din even know that people actually read this thing haha..Oh well this post is for you guys than..esp you Theng Shu Ern..

Other than the fact that we're almost half way thru the sem and as usual assignments are pilling up, I've been back and forth JB, Ive been going crazy shopping,and most of all I've had the most awesome time with my baby girl..

She is damn sweet im telling you..she came here to spend a week with me..just to spend a week with me!!thats my lil sister hehe..wow am I blessed..she is precious, damn hot and sexy,caring,kind and most of all she is the best part of me..whoa..im so bravely saying all this becos she dosen't read my blog..according to her, she dosent need to read my blog cos she knows all abt me hahahahha..take that baby girl..

Well there you have it a quick recap of this 6 weeks that i did not blog..hehe.wanna know more??read on.

holidays were awesome..just the fact that I was home and able to sleep in my own bed, and eat some healthy home cooked food and of cos the best part of it was church and Arrow..wow awesomeeee..the launch of the Zone was superb..super comcert in Sentosa and an awesome day of games and fun..NCC is the best laa thats all I can say..awsome cg members and wonderful leader who really cares for and loves all of us despite our shortcomings..Im blessed..haha..

Oh well so now Im back here again and its the week-end..All my friends have gone back, leaving me and Arthur here alone hahah..I guess im gonna burry myself under my large load of assignments..

I miss mummy and daddy wayyyy much..can I go home now??ahhhhhh..

Gotta be strong girl..thats what Daddy always says...hmmm alright daddy im gonna finish this and come home den im never leaving again..If i leave to do my masters??im taking you with me cos ur too precious for me to leave behind.

Ilove you mummy and papa..muackss..

going for dinner now..Arthur's on his way ade..bleh..

some pics for you to enjoy..

Kl and me

just for the heck of it..hehe

Baby girl and I

Love my mummy so much

Daddy love..check out how hot he is haha

Goodbye exams Hello holidays

I just got back to my room after the last paper for this sem yahooooo..I can feel the excitement rising in me to go back home..hehe

Come to think of it exams this semester were not as stressful as last semester..overall I think other than morphology I did fairly well..Just trusting God for the best hehehe..

Thank God its over tho.so sick of this place that I cant wait to get home

hahahaha..in 16 hours ill be in Daddy and mummy's arms, ill be on my comfy bed, ill be able to watch TV and most importantly ill be able to spend time with my lil baby sister.

I miss those babi's so much..first time im in Kampar all alone hehehe..they are all on their way back ade..anyways we got plans the whole 3 weeks hehehehhe..by the end of the hols we're gonna be so sick of each other.

I cant wait for arrow and caregroup also hahahaha..yeah baby..miss all of them so much

Ill update no worries..while reading this pls remember how awesomely loved and favored you are By your Daddy in heaven..

love all of you..

JB Im coming backk wohoooooooo

Yup im excited cant help it..sorry for any disturbance caused heheheeh..

crystal over and out

My birthday pics

My first Surprise..David Archuleta..totally awesome

Look at the crowd..thats just one half..

thanks soo much tee I love you muacks

Lovely candlelight dinner by Uncle and aunty hehe thank you so much

Man do they smell awesome.. I love..

The best aunt in the whole world hehehe

My awesome gifts..lets c..roses, body shop set,almond chocs and famous amos cookies with a bear haha..jealous?hee

After cutting my first cake with mummy, daddy and my darlings.baru bangun tido btw thats y i look like hell hahahaha..

left 4 dead afterwards yay!!!

My second cake and gile surprise while i was facial masking hehehehehhe..

soft toy by Jia, Joyce,joe,ching, vish,poni and arthur..I love it..thanks guys

I love yall

darling shu after class.spot the outfit..was given by her..thanks shu I love you muacks

Bev baby, domukun and me haha

Visha after converting to Islam, me and Tee hahahahhahaha

The three babi's I love so much

Teee hahahaha muacks darling

muacks

well thats the awesome time i had on my birthday..all smiles and full of joy and laughter..thanks everyone who made this day an awesome one for me..u guys are precious God bless u abundantly.mama and papa i din even get a pic with ul..must have one this week-end..plss..i love you so much..you were the best part of my day..muacks.

A brand new chapter in my life

Well yesterday was the 14th of April.. and again one more year of my life came to an end and a brand new year started haha..I had a beautiful day full of surprises and laughter. I will never ever forget this birthday..so many things to tell you guys..hmmm i dont care..im gonna torture you with this awfully long post haha..

It all started on Sat...

Well On fri night during good friday service Tee texted me asking if I like David Archuleta..hmmm lets c..OF COS I DO!!! hahaha im not all crazy over him laa but he is damn good and cute also hehehe..She told me that for my birthday she was bringing me for his concert ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..i was damn excited..call me lame but it was my first concert and man did i enjoy myself..David was damn good and he totally gave it his all in the performance..I also got to c JJ and ian from the hitz FM morning crew and Natalie from Hitz FM too..wow i was damn jakun lo hehehhehehe..after the concert we lepak at pyramid for a while..its been a while since i spent time with Tee and i had a good time..thanks so much darling I lovee you hehe muacks..

next Surprise came when i got home from the concert.. Aunty Beaulah and uncle Adrian had prepared a sorta like candle light pizza dinner for me..hehe..they were damn damn sweet la.. It din end there..the next day wa full of surprises also..I got so many gifts from them,had an awesome lunch and cut a walnut carrot cake which was delicious..Aunty beaulah bought me some really pretty roses..I was really smitten..It felt so awesome to be loved like that hehehe..thank you so much uncle and aunty..i love ul like crazyy..muackss..

To me i thought that was all i was getting for my birthday, but I was soo wrong hehehe..the day itself was crazyy..mummy and daddy came all the way to Kampar to celebrate my day with me. they got a cake and waited till 12 just to sing for me. My crazy friends too, they cut like 2 cakes for me, and got me some wonderful gifts which i totally love, played left 4 dead with me, and finally to end the day, the whole CF celebrated my birthday..Honestly im very very happy and im so grateful for awesome family and friends who love me and care for me this much..

My baby girl gave me this beautiful gift along with a sweet touching card..hehehe..she is the sweetest muacks baby girl..thank you so so much..

well that was the end of my awesome day..thank you so so much mummy and daddy for making a whole lot of sacrifices to make me happy and put a smile on my face..a big thank you to my friends for everything you guys have done. Alin ur the best baby..youre so precious to me and I cant wait to c you soon..To all of you who wished me and called me, thank you so so much heheh..i love all you guys to death hehehe..

I thought i lost something but the truth is i gained so much more..Im starting this new year with confidence that you have a good plans for me Daddy. Im 22 now and im going to enjoy it to the max hahahahhaha..look out here I come heheheh..

hmm how should I start?? Maybe my morphology report would be a good place hehehheheheh..lame ass crystal hehehe..

bye bye.

hey i forgot to mention a damn funny part of my day.hehehe well since it was my day i decided to pamper myself a bit with my facial mask but to my horor, while i was enjoying myself my wacko friends stormed into my room with a cake singing the birthday song hehehehehhe i was damn malu laaa..heheheh looking like a monster with a white face hehehehehe..ill never forget that ehehhe..

k i better go get that report done ehhe..

a quick recap

Well for the past 2 weeks ive been back and forth KL for different reasons..Assignments and tests aside all of us have been having an awesome time..

Bev's Birthday

Since Bev's birthday was on a Thu this year, all of us decided to spend the week-end in KL just to give her an extra awesome time haha..On fri we had a delicious dinner at Williams (a western food place damn near to aunty beaulah's place) which all of us enjoyed to the max, but Sat was the highlight of the whole week-end..we had planned to have dinner at Laundry bar and celebrate that babi's birthday. Laundry was awesome..so happened that DJ Fuzz was on that night and the music was solid..Bev was treated to a flaming lambo and a few drinks..For some reason the people there were damn nice to us haha.. we had an incredible night and I hope that bev baby, you had a good time hehe..me and Shu got bev this Domukun soft toy(which she is crazy abt). she dosent look like it right? hahaha..Bev once again happy birthday..we all love you so much muacks.

Shu's Birthday

The following week was darling shu's birthday so once again we left Kampar at 5 am like totally crazy ppl back to KL. Sat night celebration was at Porto Romano some damn good mediteranian,italian, something something restaurant laa hahahahah. The food was crazy awesome and if you gave me a chance id be talking abt it for the next ten years heheheh.. I actually took down the names of all the dishes so I could give an update to uncle Adrian and aunty Beaulah hehehehheh..anyways again we had a superb time chatting,eating and of cos embarassing shu ern by singing happy birthday to her loudly and getting her to cut a cake in front of so many ppl..heheh..Love you so much shuuu..after that it was time to Kill some Zombies at the CC..played left 4 dead ehehe..I love that game man.. well Shu ur 21 now so I guess legally free? jangan nakal ok hehehe kidding muacks.. and Bev get that choc off your teeth..man..heheh

so many birthdays this sem and firstly im damn broke ade and secondly im forced to eat all this food damn hehehehhe..well you guys i love all of you so so much and love spending time with you all..lkg forward for moree hehe..

Breathe Again

Artist: Juwita Suwito
Song: Breathe Again

Have you wondered how it feels when it's all over
Wondered how it feels when you just have to start anew
Never knowing where you're going
When you face a brand new day
It used to be that way
Now I just close my eyes and say

*I just want to breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little , cry a little
Live a little more
I just wanna face the day
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little
Try a little more
I`ll breathe again*

Starting out again is never easy
Disappointments come and go but life still moves on
With a bit of grace
It's a brand new start
That might just work my way
No need to walk away
Don`t want to live on life replay

Repeat

*Things will work out fine
If you can find the courage to look past the night
To see the break of dawn
Repeat *