The most embarassing moment of 2011 :)

Went swimming today :) haha..it was awesome and super relaxing, but when i got out i think i was a bit blur and i literally walked into the men's toilet hahahah..the people outside were staring at me like what on earth are you doing..and suddenly i realised omggg im in the wrong toilett..what to do but to go out and laugh it off..lol..omggg honestly joke of the year hehehehe :)

Today was fun..had all that time to myself..but im kinda getting bored so plsss someone call me for an interview :)

A brand new dawn

After a long 3rd day of 2011 im just sitting down n thinking of the past 3 weeks and smiling to myself..How on earth did so many things happen in such a short time?

10th-12th Dec- Camp Extreme

The campers were amazing..each and everyone of them participated in all the events and their talents were unleashed omg it was also an awesome experience working with Chris, Brett, John n Dan. I mean these guys are full of enthusiasm and ideas..I will forever remember this camp and the effect it had on all of us after (backache, sore knees, headache, fever) hehehehehe..and the few sessions that we had were really impactful. I mean there was literally a strong presence of God that i believe transformed the young people's lives. Thanks for allowing God to use you Johnny :). All that said i hope everyone enjoyed themselves and had something to take back after camp.

13th Dec- 27th Dec -Bandung with my family

These 2 weeks were a wonderful time of rest, spending time with my family and most importantly spending time with my beloved Daddy God.It was amazing having alin with me and laughing again with her..arguing about silly things like who is going to shower first and who is the bomb hehe..she is so amazing.the strength that she has is inspiring and she serves and loves with all her heart. Though she is gorgeous and elegant with high expectations and desires, she is super simple at heart in her relationship with God, full of wisdom and honour. I love her so much and i've gotten to know so much more about her this trip. We did so many fun things together too (putting up the christmas tree, having a christmas party, going for worship practices together, celebrating christmas day wearing the wacky hat in Bandung)omgg when the 27th came i din wanna come back :'( i miss her so much but i know she will be back soon..gotta hang in there :) I treasure her and the time spent together. When i told her she's my life this time like i always do she said "im everybody's life and I got no life" heheheehhe ok be no more life life all..ur just my baby sis.hehehe.

29th Dec 2010 - 1st Jan 2011- Shu ern, Visha, Arthur and Jia Wei came

We had so much fun omgg..cant remember the last time i did so many stupid things hehe..we were teasing Visha about how she has become an aunty ade and Shu ern about her sex change. I love this bunch and im so grateful for each of them. Meeting tee after so long was so nice too..i almost cried when she hugged me omgg rindu sangat sigh..Arthur you ass thanks for driving down all the way and Jia ur so sweet for coming too..I hope you guyz had a good time and ul will come again. I miss yall already :) the best part was the countdown to 2011 heheeh it was like we were waiting at Danga bay with probably a thousand other ppl and at minight...nothing..omgg how dissapointing hehehehe..it seems the Sultan's smth smth passed away..bummer hehe.but i was happy cuz they were all there..and derrick, sam, josh boey and jon were there too..New year rocked lots :)

1st Jan -3rd Jan

New Year Service and Sunday service both were awesome and omgg Johnny again i have to say it ur so God's precious one hehe..worship was amazing and daddy preached..really opened my eyes to many new revelations in my walk with him.

The one thing i told God a week before New year was that if i could have something this year i really want Him to intensify my intimacy with Him. We all need intimacy everyday and many times we waste it on things that dont satisfy when God is longing for us and Longing to be intimate with us. Omg im enjoying being intimate with Him till i wish everyone who reads this will come to this realisation too..He speaks to you and comforts you and like a friend He fellowships with you just longing to fall in love with you. I want more intimacy with the Holy Spirit in year 2011.

Thank You daddy God for seeing me thru year 2010..Your Faithfullness and Love is what has got me thru the year and I believe you will keep leading me step by step as I draw closer to You.

Excited to start discipleship tmr with the girls..ill update soon

Blessed New Year, All my Love

The world

If you live life based on people's emotions and care towards you den i have to tell you that you will keep getting dissapointed cuz we're all human, and no one is perfect. People will love you and praise you today but they will curse you and take it out on you tmr, probably becos you failed or fell short of being a good friend. Everyone has their shortcomings but true friends stick with you thru it all. Put your hope not in man but in God. He is the only one who will never dissapoint you..No point getting hurt time and time again..learn to love and cherish the people who really care and are sincere..they will always be there for you no matter what :)

Looking forward to meeting all my darlings tmr..especially Visha and Jolyn hehe my monkey and my former housemate hehe..Of cos the rest of you guyz too :)

Missing you Ponney hehe

They keep me going

Just got back home after a really really long day phew..played with the kids after school till i was sweating like mad hehehe..oh well im happy..things are good..knowing that

Their smiles and laughter will keep me going throughout the day

That this preety girl will be waiting for me every morning with a smile so sweet that it could light up my whole day..knowing that i will never be lonely if she's at school :)

Of cos i cant resist their cuteness..feel like catching them and biting them hehe

Last but not least just knowing that my baby girl is safe in Bandung, happy with her darling..I miss her..

Gotta get cleaning now :) wish me all the best

Growing up :(

Finally finished my resume sigh..now its job hunting time..

man i wish i had more time to just be a kid again you know??

Lord I pray you will lead and guide my every step..my trust is in You..make something worthwhile of this life :)

Atiqah Zubir

And Theng Shu Ern

If youre reading this..i miss you guyzz like crazyy :( why do i feel lyk we're drifting..Its good that ill be seeing you this Fri Jong..im super excited..got to go get some closed eye or ill be dead at work tmr..nitey nite

Today

Wow bud, i love the effect on this one :) hope it made alin smile just like it did me..thankus..

huhuhuhu i wan an iphone plssss hehehe...

Oh well what day..super busy in school the whole day from one practice to another..finally managed to clear the mess in we are the world and merge the whole group together for rehearsal..kinda liked the last part of the song where everyone sang super nice together :).. Also kinda loved the new song teacher carol choose for the 10 commandments hee..boogiee..wohooo..Cant beleive how much fun work can be..at the same time i gotta say its preety tiring..

Also tried singing captivate us with Athens just now..I have to admit it is one of the most amazing songs i've ever listened to..i mean woww it has such a sweet melody and the words are just so ministering..coolest..was thinking of doing it one of these Sundays in service..oh well we'll c how it goes..

Now im just lying down listening to sermon and thinking of this wk-end..i cant wait to c those monkeys again hehe :) miss them so much..sure hope everything goes as planned and we have the best wk end ever..

missing my alin very much..bet she is super happy..wish i could capture the look on her face right now..

Guyz, God promises that for the shame we have endured he will restore us with double honour..Our God is super faithful so quit trusting man or your own understanding cuz He has plans for you that you could never dream of..whatever ur going thru right now just remember that it is just temporary, and He will c you thru soon enough with double honour..

Love you guyzz :)

back to life again

Omg im so sorry i havent written in soo long :)

I am officially back in Jb for good..after finals we went for our class trip, i got back to KL and went straight to Kampar to collect my stuff..came back to JB after and have been here ever since..I am happy to be home, with mummy and daddy and serving again. God is so faithful you guyzz..you have to hear this..

When i came home in my heart i wanted to work for about a month just so i could spend a good Christmas with my baby girl in Bandung. But i mean my human mind told me who on earth will give you a job for just a month common get real :) .. so i just took it easy..relaxed at home and enjoyed teaching some tuition to the guyzz..but on the 19th of Oct (Sunday) Teacher Carol came up to me and said, "hey..you said you wanted to work for just a month, would you like to come to me school as a creative arts teacher??" I was like, creative arts??what on earth will I teach man??common im not that talented also hehe..but obviously i said okay i will come in tmr.

Lemmie tell you something its amazing to trust God in your imposibilities cuz He always comes thru for you and in your incapabilities, God makes His strength shine thru you.. The school is awesome..what im teachin??i absolutely love it and im learning so much everyday..the students are super sweet too..oh well 3 wks to go and den im unemployed again but i know that just as God has been faithful before, He will be again hee..Did i mention how cute the lil kids are?i just wanna catch them and cuddle them..here's one of them hehe



Also recordings have started for our new album which will hopefully be launched in the beggining of next year. My first experience of stepping into a recording studio was terrifying..singing and hearing your own voice alone in the recording studio with a vocal producer there to tell you where you were pitchy omggg..scaryy..but honestly I couldnt stop thanking God all the way cuz this opporcunity would have nvr come along if not for His devine appointment. It all seems so impossible to me but again i have to remember im just human..and My Father, is God so nothing is ever impossible with him :) ..It was so awesome singing with alin and having fun just listening to our songs be recorded..we sang the song Your Grace till we din wanna sing it anymore hehehe..Hopefully others will sing it, be blessed and continue singing it :)

This morning when i heard how one of the songs ministered to my best friend i was so blessed. The thing with us is we never realise that when God gives you talent and you use it for His glory, There is a measure of anointing and grace that is released that will bless others, and God is pleased and glorified too. So dont ever keep your talent hidden inside..use to for His glory.


Im working tmr and im still awake :) oh well im not really tired yet..Being back in Jb im so grateful I have my mummy and daddy as well as my best friend and Chandru and Athens and the girls around just to be with me and make life so beautiful..I do miss my gals from Kampar and my baby girl tho..so glad Johnny is going there soon..have fun bud and give her a kiss for me :)

I love both of them :)

I love him :)

Oh well the last two pics are some recent pics we took in penang..I'll write again soon..Oh yeaa forgot to mention..im loving my new baby vaio hehee..Till next time stay blessed and dont forget to bless others..love you guyzz..