Officially hell of a week

Alright so lets c. I havent written in so long because im just malas la hehehehhe..the internet connection is so slow man..by the time it says create a new post I would have washed my clothes, had my shower and finished eating my dinner hahahahha..welll im exagerating but its STILL SLOW!!! Crystal!! be thankful common..Alright alright im thankful at least I have a connection unlike the westlake ppl who had theirs disconnected due to the lighting haha..kesian..

Anyway its week 10 of year 2 sem 1 and officially hell has started for all of us..Assignments and mid-terms and just a heck of a lot of things to do. Seriously when one assignment is completed ill be wondering did I actually finish that..man i've totally lost track of time.Its just passing too fast..aih.

Somehow thru all this rush and emotional torture all of us actually manage to smile and have a good time with each other hehe.go swimming and jogging,lepak by the lake,go mamaking,and pasar malam,its kinda fun haha and i love all of these babi's so much.I guess as the saying goes all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy *grinz*.Shu's motto?play first die later..quite interesting and I tried it once but that would be the first and last for me hehehehhe..tak boleh laa..i rather mampus today den enjoy later cos stress bah hehehehhehhe.. Love you shu..

For the updates on whats been going on??

The previous week-end was the undergraduate seminar and all of us were forced to go so we decided why not make the best of it? we went there for like 3 thesis presentations and off we went to shop at the Curve, lepak at Tee's place and had an awesome night at lounge. By the time we reached Kampar on Sunday night I was dead tired hahahha could not function at all heheheheh..I also managed to have a wonderful time with aunty Beaulah and uncle Adrian whom i love soo much.

Also my awesome trip back to Jb last week-end..I had an awesome time man heheheheheh..mummy missed me so much that she said she even forgot how i looked and I had not gone back for like what? 3 weeks?got to spend an awesome time with my baby sis watching movies and ONE TREE HILL(my current obsession) and eating awesome food hehehehehhe..Also got to play futsal with the girls..that was really one heck of a day haha..girls out there who have not played before,you have to try it cos ul love it haha..i sucked la but someone told me not to worry and that I would improve eventually heheh..thanks for the encouragement haha. Payed Left 4 dead with Johnny and alin haha..never thought I would grow to love computer games but I did so thanks my babi's who taught me and got me into this hehehe..Johnny must play again ah??Lkg forward..make alin love it also..The bummer was that I din get to c daddy ahhhhhhhhhhhh..when he arrived from aukland i was on my way back here damn.i miss him..

I kinda find myself doing so much more these days and things that i have never tried doing before and always wanted to do? im actually doing them and totally enjoying myself at it..I guess there's much more that I havent completely discovered about myself and im sure an awesome future is ahead of me.Hopefully I get thru this faster than I think and just start doing the things i've always loved to to again.Life is good and im enjoying every bit of it..The secret is to just look at every situation positively and tell yourself that you could learn something from this instead of being angry and bitter which would only cause you to get older hehe. Smiles always help me to move on haha. Well i guess i just have to say that LIFE GOES ON...hehehehhe.

Daddy you've been awesome thank you so much for everything you've done.I will rejoice because of your faithfullness!!!

k la got to go finish up that morph assignment now ahhhhhh..till next time dont forget to smile ppl love yall.

I forgot to mention that Daddy's coming here on wed..ahhhhhhhhhhh im going crazy..cant wait!!

PS:havent been taking a lot of pics lately so the next post will be with pics i promise heheh..byee

Fall to Pieces by Krystal Meyers

All the twisted lies and all the empty promises
That let me down
All this time I've compromised and tried to find
The easy way out

Im letting go of all I've known
Never thought i'd say there's gotta be a better way

When everything around me falls to pieces
I've got something more in my life
When im broken i see only You complete me
Yeah without You by my side, I fall to pieces every time

All my hopes and dreams and all my selfish plans
That crumble in my hands
Made me realise I've gotta trust in something
Bigger than I am

I'm standing strong when all goes wrong
It's gonna be okay. I've finally found a better way

When everything around me falls to pieces
I've got something more in my life
When im broken I see only You complete me
Yeah, without You by my side, I fall to pieces every time

I fall to pieces, yeah
Without You, yeah, I fall to pieces
Without You by my side, I fall to pieces everytime

The beautiful miracle of friendship

Just a few moments ago as I was busy busy busy doing my things and keeping myself busy a few of my darling friends dropped by with this beautiful rose. Just to say that they love me and are there for me.. I remember asking God a few days ago, Lord will I receive anything this Valentines? At least one red rose? and true enough i got one today.. I almost burst into tears..

Im so blessed to have this group of friends by my side to love me and stand with me thru this tough time..Truly the gift of friendship is a miracle..

Jia, Joyce, Poni, Visha and Arthur thank you so much for the beautiful flower..you guys really touched my heart..I love ul so much..Shu Ern, Bev, Atiqah, KL you guys have been a tremendous support to me thru this tough time.. Shu i know that sometimes you do miss Ian but you dont show it just to be strong for me. All of you specially take time to be with me and make sure im not alone n Joe thanks for being an awesome housemate..u being there makes me feel good too..

Wow im just totally amazed and grateful to be in the midst of you guys..Lord I thank you for such awesome friends..I pray that we will remain this close Forever..

You guys..Valentines is not only a time for couples but it is a day to be grateful for your friends..so Happy Valentines all of you..I love ul so much..

And Lord I know that this is your way of saying that you love me.. Thank you..

muack
Crystal

All because you loved me

• I never stood out in a crowd but you always managed to notice me and pick me out
• I am not sexy or hot but you always appreciated me for who I was and said that i was beautiful.
• I never had much self confidence but you kept on reminding me how much im worth and that there is more to life than just this
• We used to share the same passion and desire to see young people's lives transformed by Our Father
• When I was down and felt like giving up you were always only a phone call away
• You always took responsibility as a man in every circumstance even tho it was tough on you
• Your drive and determination in lfe always amazed me and caused me to do better.
• You laughed and played with me as if we were children again just to make me happy
• When i lost my temper you would hold my hand and calm me down
• You always forgave my mistakes
• When i was crying you always held me close and assured me that it was going to be alright
• You never despised me or looked down on me no matter what people said abt me
• You made me become the better person I am today

Tho the pause button has been hit on our song i will always be grateful to my Father because of such a precious gift he gave me. Tho you may regret this relationship and feel it was a mistake I never ever regreted it. It was the best four years of my life and I've learnt and grown so much because of your love. Father thank you so much for him..I will never know if the play button will ever be pressed again for our song but for now i have to be strong and continue moving on because I know that You have an awsome plan for my life.

My brand new love? My Father in heaven..

over and out

Crystal

First week of year 2

Monday was the first day of a new semester and by Sunday mostly everyone was already back in Kampar..some totally hating it and others well were kinda ok with the idea..everyone had one thing in common tho, we were all really excited to see one another and to be back in UNI after 3 long months..five torturing subjects this sem..well not too bad for a start but i guess no matter how hard it gets we're all there for each other..hmmm..

First lecture was Academic writing and to our surprise we had gotten the same lecturer as last sem for literature..my goodness..hopefully everything goes okay tho..the other subjects were okay as well apart from morphology and syntax as well as psycholinguistics..hmmm for the first week i would say all is well and we're all catching up with each other but being in Kampar we do get a lil bored so what do we do when we get bored well c for yourself haha..we

Make stupid faces

Sleep

Watch Movies on Joe's Lap top hahaha

Disturb our ppl while they are sleeping

and not forgetting of cos smsing boyfriends haha

Thats basically whats been happening for the past one week..im glad to be back with all these crazy ppl..Guys I really love all of you so much..thanks for being there for me..and you out there yea thats right you in Sg..im missing you like crazy..sms soon alright hehe..alright im going to wash my clothes now..no more washing machine sigh..byeeee..God bless.

crystal over and out!!!

a wrap up of my 3 month long break

After three months of havoc i caused at home and with my poor darling its finally time to say goodbye to JB..ive had a totally awesome time with everyone and im so glad to be able to make ppl happy..

what did I actually do this 3 months?? lets c..

• worked at AO for one month hahaha utter torture
• cooked at home
• diet to the max and excercised
• made loud noises in the house by screaming for no good reason
• played the piano till I got bored
• had an awesome week with carmel
• had preety fantastic week-ends with my darling minus the arguing
• went crazy waiting for him to come back from Austrailia
• celebrated alin and darling's birthday
• went to the singapore zoo
• went house carroling and came out in the papers hahahaha
• christmas banquet
• new year's eve service and party afterwards
• finally the best of all was Phuket 2008 haha totally awesome
• had an awesome time with my sweet baby sis
• shopping like crazy everywhere hahahaha

well thats preety much of what i did..im sure JB is missing me now..esp the fishes in the tank..hhehe..cos daddy underfeeds them so i always give them extra food hahahahhaha..i miss JB too esp mummy, daddy, alin and my darling..well life has to go on and im so happy to say im glad to be back to classes and Uni and with my darlings again..Thank you pa and ma for making these 3 months so enjoyable..Carmel baby I loved your company so much and make sure you study hard for SPM kie?Darling you've been a prince and youve made so many sacrifices just for me..ill forever be grateful I love you..

Goodbye year 2008 and welcome year 2009..a year of new purpose, new determination and a year of new challenges..im looking forward to a brand new me..till next time..love all of you who have never failed to be there for me..muack and i will keep you in prayer constantly..

byeee..Crystal

The best date ever

Well after a million years here's my next post..finally hahaha..ive been like so busy wil the new year and getting back to Uni that i dont even have time for this blog hahah..today's post is gonna be a bit emoo haha hope you dont mind..

well after being in a relationship for so long you never really care abt official dress up sort of dates and porsh restaurants but come to think of it we've never been on that kind of date b4 haha..its always jeans and t-shirts or the basic casuals and macds or food court. Its become such a norm that every going out experience is a date..well little did i know that my whole mind set was abt to change in just one night..without me knowing, darling had asked permission from mum and dad to actually take me out on an official date.Of cos they knew all the details and I was told to pick out my best dress, shoes and to make sure I looked perfect for the night..whoa i actually panicked hahahha..

im always used to being myself around darling and im never afraid of anything cos he knows me in and out but somehow this time i felt really nervous and i was freaking out at the thought of an official date..suddenly questions like what should i say to him? and how do i react? came to my mind..never in all this while have I ever thought of these things..i just say what i want and do what I like cos he loves me for who I am and im feeling so stupid for thinking these things..

well moving on i just calmed myself down and started getting ready at the right time..the nervous feeling just never left and well i just had to get over it slowly..when i came downstairs he was already waiting for me and boy did he look stunning..once again i felt like i had a huge crush on this man haha..its such a weird feeling..my tummy was doing summersaults and and i was kinda shaking when i first came down hhehehe damn i felt like a kid again hee..

Of course he told me how stunning i looked but then again beauty lies in the eys of its beholder so im proud to be his girl..shortly after that we were in the car on the way to the restaurant and i was totally blur to where he was taking me..it was a surprise..and we finally reached our destination..hmmm TGIF..I loved that place honestly and i've only been there like once..its expensive..i was excited..

The night was like a fairytale and I felt myself falling deeper and deeper in love with the man..it was like I just got to know him today and already im so deeply in love with him..it was beautiful..the lighting, the food, and of cos the endless chats we had thru the night..

unfortunately all good things come to an end but that night was so beautiful and i will never ever forget anything that happened..it will always be fresh in my memory..thank you darling for the awesome time..you are so precious to me..

well thats it for now..should i post a pic??hmmm maybe just two..hahah..enjoy