The beautiful miracle of friendship

Just a few moments ago as I was busy busy busy doing my things and keeping myself busy a few of my darling friends dropped by with this beautiful rose. Just to say that they love me and are there for me.. I remember asking God a few days ago, Lord will I receive anything this Valentines? At least one red rose? and true enough i got one today.. I almost burst into tears..

Im so blessed to have this group of friends by my side to love me and stand with me thru this tough time..Truly the gift of friendship is a miracle..

Jia, Joyce, Poni, Visha and Arthur thank you so much for the beautiful flower..you guys really touched my heart..I love ul so much..Shu Ern, Bev, Atiqah, KL you guys have been a tremendous support to me thru this tough time.. Shu i know that sometimes you do miss Ian but you dont show it just to be strong for me. All of you specially take time to be with me and make sure im not alone n Joe thanks for being an awesome housemate..u being there makes me feel good too..

Wow im just totally amazed and grateful to be in the midst of you guys..Lord I thank you for such awesome friends..I pray that we will remain this close Forever..

You guys..Valentines is not only a time for couples but it is a day to be grateful for your friends..so Happy Valentines all of you..I love ul so much..

And Lord I know that this is your way of saying that you love me.. Thank you..

muack
Crystal

All because you loved me

• I never stood out in a crowd but you always managed to notice me and pick me out
• I am not sexy or hot but you always appreciated me for who I was and said that i was beautiful.
• I never had much self confidence but you kept on reminding me how much im worth and that there is more to life than just this
• We used to share the same passion and desire to see young people's lives transformed by Our Father
• When I was down and felt like giving up you were always only a phone call away
• You always took responsibility as a man in every circumstance even tho it was tough on you
• Your drive and determination in lfe always amazed me and caused me to do better.
• You laughed and played with me as if we were children again just to make me happy
• When i lost my temper you would hold my hand and calm me down
• You always forgave my mistakes
• When i was crying you always held me close and assured me that it was going to be alright
• You never despised me or looked down on me no matter what people said abt me
• You made me become the better person I am today

Tho the pause button has been hit on our song i will always be grateful to my Father because of such a precious gift he gave me. Tho you may regret this relationship and feel it was a mistake I never ever regreted it. It was the best four years of my life and I've learnt and grown so much because of your love. Father thank you so much for him..I will never know if the play button will ever be pressed again for our song but for now i have to be strong and continue moving on because I know that You have an awsome plan for my life.

My brand new love? My Father in heaven..

over and out

Crystal

First week of year 2

Monday was the first day of a new semester and by Sunday mostly everyone was already back in Kampar..some totally hating it and others well were kinda ok with the idea..everyone had one thing in common tho, we were all really excited to see one another and to be back in UNI after 3 long months..five torturing subjects this sem..well not too bad for a start but i guess no matter how hard it gets we're all there for each other..hmmm..

First lecture was Academic writing and to our surprise we had gotten the same lecturer as last sem for literature..my goodness..hopefully everything goes okay tho..the other subjects were okay as well apart from morphology and syntax as well as psycholinguistics..hmmm for the first week i would say all is well and we're all catching up with each other but being in Kampar we do get a lil bored so what do we do when we get bored well c for yourself haha..we

Make stupid faces

Sleep

Watch Movies on Joe's Lap top hahaha

Disturb our ppl while they are sleeping

and not forgetting of cos smsing boyfriends haha

Thats basically whats been happening for the past one week..im glad to be back with all these crazy ppl..Guys I really love all of you so much..thanks for being there for me..and you out there yea thats right you in Sg..im missing you like crazy..sms soon alright hehe..alright im going to wash my clothes now..no more washing machine sigh..byeeee..God bless.

crystal over and out!!!

a wrap up of my 3 month long break

After three months of havoc i caused at home and with my poor darling its finally time to say goodbye to JB..ive had a totally awesome time with everyone and im so glad to be able to make ppl happy..

what did I actually do this 3 months?? lets c..

• worked at AO for one month hahaha utter torture
• cooked at home
• diet to the max and excercised
• made loud noises in the house by screaming for no good reason
• played the piano till I got bored
• had an awesome week with carmel
• had preety fantastic week-ends with my darling minus the arguing
• went crazy waiting for him to come back from Austrailia
• celebrated alin and darling's birthday
• went to the singapore zoo
• went house carroling and came out in the papers hahahaha
• christmas banquet
• new year's eve service and party afterwards
• finally the best of all was Phuket 2008 haha totally awesome
• had an awesome time with my sweet baby sis
• shopping like crazy everywhere hahahaha

well thats preety much of what i did..im sure JB is missing me now..esp the fishes in the tank..hhehe..cos daddy underfeeds them so i always give them extra food hahahahhaha..i miss JB too esp mummy, daddy, alin and my darling..well life has to go on and im so happy to say im glad to be back to classes and Uni and with my darlings again..Thank you pa and ma for making these 3 months so enjoyable..Carmel baby I loved your company so much and make sure you study hard for SPM kie?Darling you've been a prince and youve made so many sacrifices just for me..ill forever be grateful I love you..

Goodbye year 2008 and welcome year 2009..a year of new purpose, new determination and a year of new challenges..im looking forward to a brand new me..till next time..love all of you who have never failed to be there for me..muack and i will keep you in prayer constantly..

byeee..Crystal

The best date ever

Well after a million years here's my next post..finally hahaha..ive been like so busy wil the new year and getting back to Uni that i dont even have time for this blog hahah..today's post is gonna be a bit emoo haha hope you dont mind..

well after being in a relationship for so long you never really care abt official dress up sort of dates and porsh restaurants but come to think of it we've never been on that kind of date b4 haha..its always jeans and t-shirts or the basic casuals and macds or food court. Its become such a norm that every going out experience is a date..well little did i know that my whole mind set was abt to change in just one night..without me knowing, darling had asked permission from mum and dad to actually take me out on an official date.Of cos they knew all the details and I was told to pick out my best dress, shoes and to make sure I looked perfect for the night..whoa i actually panicked hahahha..

im always used to being myself around darling and im never afraid of anything cos he knows me in and out but somehow this time i felt really nervous and i was freaking out at the thought of an official date..suddenly questions like what should i say to him? and how do i react? came to my mind..never in all this while have I ever thought of these things..i just say what i want and do what I like cos he loves me for who I am and im feeling so stupid for thinking these things..

well moving on i just calmed myself down and started getting ready at the right time..the nervous feeling just never left and well i just had to get over it slowly..when i came downstairs he was already waiting for me and boy did he look stunning..once again i felt like i had a huge crush on this man haha..its such a weird feeling..my tummy was doing summersaults and and i was kinda shaking when i first came down hhehehe damn i felt like a kid again hee..

Of course he told me how stunning i looked but then again beauty lies in the eys of its beholder so im proud to be his girl..shortly after that we were in the car on the way to the restaurant and i was totally blur to where he was taking me..it was a surprise..and we finally reached our destination..hmmm TGIF..I loved that place honestly and i've only been there like once..its expensive..i was excited..

The night was like a fairytale and I felt myself falling deeper and deeper in love with the man..it was like I just got to know him today and already im so deeply in love with him..it was beautiful..the lighting, the food, and of cos the endless chats we had thru the night..

unfortunately all good things come to an end but that night was so beautiful and i will never ever forget anything that happened..it will always be fresh in my memory..thank you darling for the awesome time..you are so precious to me..

well thats it for now..should i post a pic??hmmm maybe just two..hahah..enjoy

A special day with the two most precious men in my life

While me and daddy were watching tv last week suddenly an ad on the singapore zoo came on and both of us realised that its been abt 15 years since we went there together..and i say "Daddy how about this mon we make a trip there just for the fun of it and also to just relax and take your mind off life" He replied "hmmmm mummy is not around but its alright we will make a trip there together." So the plan was set and on mon morning we got ready and set out for sg zoo..Met darling at Mrt and took a bus straight there..now for the rest of the story ill let the pics tell u more haha..

me and daddy at the zoo entrance just before going in

Check out the beautiful parrots behind us hmmm they are real by the way haha

At first we din c this huge creature but suddenly he appeared from below..I got a shock man!

Any resemblance is purely coincidental hahahahahha

The monkey with the funny nose exhibit they are called erm

Darling and I at the otters exhibit..you wont c any of them cos they were all cuddled up and sleeping at that time..soo cute man hehe

Hippo..man they are big and their mouths can fit my whole head inside hahahahah

Half way thru our walk it started raining but that did not stop us from enjoying ourselves we put on our poncho's and continued walking.

taking a break for lunchThe Austrailian Outback

Daddy gets a kiss from the sea lion hahahahaha mummy dont be jealous ok?

I love the sea lion too hehehe

white white Polar Bear

Oh no how come I turned into the elephant ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

Beautiful Leopard..

Zebra's

His highness the king of the Jungle

Well thats the beautiful day I had at the zoo..i wished that mummy and alin could have come along too but anyways..we all had fun and for me all I have to say is thank you God for these two wonderful man you have placed in my life..hope it is not another 15 years before i go back to the zoo again haha..more posts to come..a lot going on in life so look out you guys!!

Awesome week

Its been a while since my last post..hmmm a bit malas la hehe holiday summore..lepak like crazy..well here are the updates since i last wrote..lets c what happened hehehe..well we celebrated Johnny(bro in law)'s birthday hahahah..(sorry Johnny)..well a few of the guys joined us and had lots of fun, a good laugh and a totally awesome time hehe..we had the surprise party at the steamboat restaurant n the most awesome thing of all was the cake haha..hmm if im not mistaken it was chocolate cheese..whoa!!solid hehe..The guys also came up with the coolest yet hysterical idea of getting Johnny ladies undergarments as a gift haha too bad he cant use them yea?hehe..well as usual some pics for u to enjoy..


next happening was of course darling's arrival from Rockhampton Austrailia..he arrived very early in the mg but that din stop us from going all the way there to meet him..when the plane finally arrived everyone was extremely exhausted but in that exhaustion there was a sudden sense of excitement rising in me..I watched closely,my face stuck to the glass of the arrival belt as the NS men came out one by one..after a long while still no sign of my honey hmmm and someone suggested maybe it was the wrong flight and i was like damn you man haha he is definately back ade..just as I said that suddenly a tall tanned handsome figure appeared and immidiately i recgonized him..and my heart did a summersoult heheheh..i was so happy..being in his arms again I never wanted to ever let go.Again one of the happiest days of my life..thanks John and mummy for coming all the way with me.I really appreciate it..thank you for coming back ling..

a few days after that all of us made a trip down to penang to c my little baby sis and give her a shout of all the best for this semester she is in right now.. it sucks to be so far away from home when everyone is here..aih..i love her so much and it was an honour spending time with her, my cousins and of cos not forgetting Arthur..thank you man for meetin us up..it was a good time n ill let the pics tell you more..another shout out to my lil sis..baby just do your best okie?we're all behind you.muack..

my sweet lil princess. I just cant wait till we meet again




hahahahhaha Clement covering his face..he is so gonna kill me for putting this up hehe

the most famous chendol in penang..

My lil cousin's school..managed to go there and spend some time with him..he is soo cute aha

ling, carmel and me

at AIMST UNI with my lil baby

thats what you call a perfect pair..hmmm

thats preety much of whats been happening..till next time its crystal and life goes on haha..byee.