Thursday, January 14, 2010

2010

Its the 14th day of 2010 and in 2 days im going back to Kampar..usually for me Kampar means excitement and fun but this time im feeling a lil scared..see its my final year and i cant believe that in 9 months im going to graduate..kinda exciting but it suxx preety much too cuz i have to make my next big decision in life..Daddy is bugging me every single day..so are you going to work first?are you going to do your masters..man seriously I DONT KNOW..i have so many options and i dont know what to choose..oh well

"Daddy God plss plss plss lead me and guide me..You know whats best so show me whch path i should take..I'm just gonna relax,rest and put my hope in you cos I know you are always faithful and you will continue to be.."
Kampar, here I come...
My 3 wks holiday seemed pretty much longer than 3 wks..vey busy,fun, and tiring..hehe..I love holidays.somehow i wish it din have to end tho..Christmas was quiet without alin and i miss her like crazyy but i did have fun tho before christmas day shopping for everyone and wrapping the gifts..I guess its all about giving and I love that very much..I was so busy that i even forgot to give out the cards i prepared for the JB guyzz hehe..well i better do it b4 i leave this Sunday..
New year was crazyy..since it would be our last year sorta together we (atiqah,shu and me) decided to get together in KL and make it the most memorable year end celebration ever..and i have to say it was awesome..just spending time with them; And stepping into the new year with friends who have been there for you thru thick and thin is what matters the most..of cos we missed the rest of them who couldnt be there..but i bet they had an awesome time themselves too with family and friends..
The other 2 wks just went by super quickly with serving,hanging out with my darling friends and basically just going crazyy shopping for the fun of it hehe..Krisela,Nereeta,Joanne and Shann i miss you guyzz heaps..it was fun spending time together..and buddy you have been awesome heheehhe ur crazyy you know that?i nvr knew you loved shopping that much..wait till your baby girl gets back and we can go shop like mad again hehehe..thanks for going crazy with me n helping me love my baby girl more and more each day. I pray u and alin will always be happy and loving no matter what life throws at you guyzz..its beautiful..my best girl and my best friend..hee..
Its been a real blessing to be back in JB and serving with awesome ppl who are passionate about God and what gives Him glory..I nvr for a second thought that i'd be back serving but its truly an honour.. God is good..
Athens, Sarah and Sebas good meeting up with you guys too..You are awesome and ul always have a special priceless place in my heart..I love you guyzz..
I just read Shu Ern's blog and i totally agree with what she said about friends..i cant wait to see my darlings when i get back to Kampar..man I miss you guyzz so much..hehe thanks for sticking with me ppl..
When i look back thru these 2 years that have gone by, a lot of things have changed..I guess we all changed one way or another..all for the best tho..We gained some things and lost others but we will always remain precious to each other cuz thru all we've lost only the precious things sticked on..and i guess we all realise at some point or another what really matters to us.
From fighting to loving, from axiety to grace, from dependance to indepenance, from worrying to trusting, from hating to loving, from crying to laughing, from working to resting in His grace and most of all from strangers to best friends forever..I love all of you guyzz and you are so so precious to me..you will always be..all my friends..JB?Kampar? Sg?everywhere in the world?i treasure you guyzz much..
My awesome mama and daddy ,baby girl and buddy, you guyzz have been terrific and you are special to me in every way..thank you for all the abundance of love showered upon me..Im truly blessed..
Year 2010 a year of increase and abundance in rest..I know it is going to be an awesome year..
You guys believe that too kays?
PS- sorry bout the no pic part of this post..i left my camera in Kampar sigh sigh sigh hehehehe more pics to come soon.. loves..