Oh gosh

I just read Shu Ern's blog and I realised that im starting to write like her

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and I din even notice it hehehehhe

THENG SHU ERN ur such a bad influence on me

hahaha im kidding..I guess the more you hang out with people the more you

become like them heheh..

Love you Shu

Alright going for dinner now..

Have fun reading

Your faithfulness is my Victory

Last night in the midst of doing my assignments i decided to take a short break and check out my facebook profile..while browsing I came across something that really kinda got to me..

Immediately tears started streaming down my face and i wanted to call mum just to talk to her about it, but deep inside my heart i knew Daddy God was just beside me waiting for me to tell Him about it.

I left my desk and sat on my bed (where I usually talk to Him) crying out to Him, asking him to strengthen me and help me thru what i was going thru..

My exact words were "Lord I feel so hurt right now. teach me what to do..how to deal with this..I need your love right now so I can love the way you do"

Immediately i felt a warm sense of His peace come all over me and the fear, hurt and dissapointment seem to just fade away..

A gentle voice spoke on the inside of me saying "sweetheart read Isa 49:3-4"
I din know what that scripture said so immediately i opened up my bible and this is what it said;

He said to me, "You are my servant Israel,

in whom I will display my splendor."

But i said," I have laboured to no purpose;

I have spent my strength in vain and for nothing;

Yet what is due me is in the Lord's hand

and my reward is with God.

Wow how comforting is that? It is just awesome to know that we have a saviour who cares for us and loves us the way He does. Sometimes its unbelievable His way of drawing us closer to Him and showing us His Faithfullness..

Every little detail in our lives are accounted for because we are so special to Him. He never misses anything out. and He is the person who knows us best and who has the best in store for us.

Sometimes life can really get tiring and frustrating but if we just put our hope and trust in Him, He will see us thru victoriously and we will definately find joy in His presence.

No one can ever comfort us or tell us the things He does...The best person to talk to when we are down is Him.

Guys..I hope you are encouraged by this..we have the best things in life because we are in Him..So never forget how loved you are alright?

Loves

another week gone by

I cant believe how time keeps going by faster and faster each day..sometimes i wish there was an extra hour or two in a day so more things could be done haha..


So its been what?a week since my last post..


Last week was cultural night and wow it was sure colourful..to be honest I was not crazy about going laa but since a few of my friends were going and I had nothing to do that night i decided to go.I loved the deco and lighting. Everyone was all dressed up in their beautiful colourful outfits..mostly traditional.The presentations were just okay i guess but overall I had an awesome time with my friends..


Btw Visha forced me to wear a saree hahaha..so for the first time in my life I wore this beautiful white saree..I found it such a chore to walk and sit and stand...man hahah..but surprisingly Jia Wei had no problem at all hmmm probably if she marries an Indian she would have no problem ahhaha..kidding Jia muacks..


We managed to take a few pics of the night hehe..here they are..




I look..hmmm different?


They look beautiful haha..Vish,ponney and Jia

The sweetest girl in my class

right now im beat..there are so many assignments to complete and I cant seem to finish any one of them..whyyyy do we have to do assignments?haih..from this week onwards its gonna be non stop..

On a lighter note i cant wait to get back home for the united concert..My darling Shu is coming back with me haha i love you darling muacks and for the invite??no problem..I hope we'll have an awesome time together..

I miss that lil one so much..and mummy and daddy..Argh hate being so far away from home..

You know what i really want right now?

• I wanna go to NCC
• I wanna go for Arrow this coming sat
• I wanna meet my cg..i miss them much

Ala its okay i guess..two more weeks to go..and I can take it..hmm I can do ALL things thru Christ who gives me strength hehe..

Got to go now..Sociolinguistics assignment to complete

Love and treasure all of you so much..muacks

Cant stop myself from missing you..hope ur doing okay...

Precious Friends

Woke up this morning with thoughts of my dearest long lost friends..really felt like i missed them and those awesome times we shared together so much..right now,looking back i dont even know how we managed to lose contact and end up like this..the only thing I remember is how I hated the fact that I had to leave Jb because of how much I loved them..

We had gotten like soo close and they were truly my inspiritaion and encouragement in my walk with Daddy God..Especially Crystal..she was like my big sister..

I really miss them Lord..Could you make a way again?

Crystal, Dana, Samantha, Sarah, Shaun, Athens, Sebas..I miss you guys like wayyy much..

It all seems like decades ago but in my heart it was like it all happened just yesterday. Lord its all in your hands..You know how much I love them..

I miss you guys n ul forever be precious friends to me

Thoughts

The other day in the train on the way to KL as i was listening to some music and starring out of the window I noticed a little girl who was so comfortably lying on her fathers shoulder as He moved about back and forth the train..Suddenly I had this awesome revelation of The Father's love..
We dont realise it sometimes but we are just like that little girl in her fathers arms.All we need to do is to rest and be confident that it is going to be alright because it is not us walking but Him. When we gave our lives to our beloved Father, he picked us up and started walking thru the journey of life together with us.
We worry about tomorrow, about how our future is going to be like. Sometimes we even worry if we are in His will or not but the truth is if we can realise that He is walking this journey for us and with us then we wont be so worried anymore.
Every step is carefully guided by a God that is so big and strong,yet so gentle and loving. Nothing happens in life without a reason if you know that He is the Lord of your life.Good and bad things will all work together to become a beautiful picture in the end. A picture he saw when He first created you.
Never look down on your mistakes or failures because they are a stepping stone to your Victory. Every weakness is a chance for God to Display His greatness in your life.
He loves us so much that even if we feel like climbing down His shoulder and walking by ourselves cos we think we have figured it out He never lets us go. He holds our hands and guides us gently and patienly.
The world and people may give up on you but i know one person who will never ever give up on you and thats my Daddy God. Because He sees many different pictures in your life that you cant yet see.
If your earthly parents love you so much and always want the best for you, what more the person who created you.
So common Smile and remember how loved and precious and beautiful u are to Him.
Crystal over and out

Here I am again

Oh man i just cycled back from Visha's place..trying to catch my breath now..Seriously i have to post something before my blog becomes extinct.

Lets c where do I start?

Its already week 5 of classes and i havent bolgged for what 6 weeks?man i'm terrible..I have Shu ern telling me to update my blog and others telling me they have read my blog..man I din even know that people actually read this thing haha..Oh well this post is for you guys than..esp you Theng Shu Ern..

Other than the fact that we're almost half way thru the sem and as usual assignments are pilling up, I've been back and forth JB, Ive been going crazy shopping,and most of all I've had the most awesome time with my baby girl..

She is damn sweet im telling you..she came here to spend a week with me..just to spend a week with me!!thats my lil sister hehe..wow am I blessed..she is precious, damn hot and sexy,caring,kind and most of all she is the best part of me..whoa..im so bravely saying all this becos she dosen't read my blog..according to her, she dosent need to read my blog cos she knows all abt me hahahahha..take that baby girl..

Well there you have it a quick recap of this 6 weeks that i did not blog..hehe.wanna know more??read on.

holidays were awesome..just the fact that I was home and able to sleep in my own bed, and eat some healthy home cooked food and of cos the best part of it was church and Arrow..wow awesomeeee..the launch of the Zone was superb..super comcert in Sentosa and an awesome day of games and fun..NCC is the best laa thats all I can say..awsome cg members and wonderful leader who really cares for and loves all of us despite our shortcomings..Im blessed..haha..

Oh well so now Im back here again and its the week-end..All my friends have gone back, leaving me and Arthur here alone hahah..I guess im gonna burry myself under my large load of assignments..

I miss mummy and daddy wayyyy much..can I go home now??ahhhhhh..

Gotta be strong girl..thats what Daddy always says...hmmm alright daddy im gonna finish this and come home den im never leaving again..If i leave to do my masters??im taking you with me cos ur too precious for me to leave behind.

Ilove you mummy and papa..muackss..

going for dinner now..Arthur's on his way ade..bleh..

some pics for you to enjoy..

Kl and me

just for the heck of it..hehe

Baby girl and I

Love my mummy so much

Daddy love..check out how hot he is haha