Someone said i only update this once a month :) haha oh well sorry laa busy sangat..
Here's something that still amazes me till today..
The previous Sat I was just alone in my room after a long day, n i was reading this new manual daddy gave me..n while I was reading suddenly The Holy Spirit started speaking to me in my heart..so I decided to put the book away and just spend some time praying..
Suddenly the whole atmosphere in my room changed and the presence of God was so strong. I could hardly breathe n was crying non stop.. It felt like He was just there right beside me..literally like a person sitting next to me embracing me..and the voice of the Holy Spirit was so clear suddenly inside of me speaking things that I really needed to hear.
I din even notice how fast the time was going. All I knew is I was there in His presence n I felt so undeserving..so unrighteous n yet His loving embrace persisted till i felt a peace in me..
I told God, Lord how nice if every morning when i wake up i can encounter You like this..It was amazing..just amazing..words cant describe how awesome it felt being loved and affirmed by my Saviour.
You must be wondering why you are reading this..I mean i encountered The Holy Spirit..but lemmie tell you something, as long as you are hungry God will fill you.. and a friend of mine said this today when i was talking to her..the moment you stop being hungry for God that is the moment you stop growing in Him..
My best friend told me 3 weeks back to stop complaining and to look for that strength again which i had somehow lost thru my circumstances n lemmie tell you God has never failed to be Faithful in my persuit for Him..Im amazed and I am looking forward to more..
Did everything change after the encounter?no more temptation, no more worries, no more loneliness??NO WAYY but something did change and that was my heart towards God..More trust, more reliability, A more sensitive heart to His sweet gentle voice..A harder nudge to obey that voice and prompting and an anointing n fire i have never felt before..literally..
As I laid hands to pray for the young people on Sat i literally felt the fire of God go thru some of them..again im saying this not for any praise or glory cos IT IS NOT ME IT IS ALL ABOUT HIM..EVERYTHING!! i just desire everyone of you reading this to hunger for God..be radical about it..even if it means you give up somethings in your life..
When i quit complaining and started serving with love i discovered what true passion is all about..Am i perfect omgg NO WAY but He is and my desire is I become more and more like Him day by day..
Be Hungry for God..cuz He is willing to fill you.. lotsa lovee :) have an awesome week..
