Well after a million years here's my next post..finally hahaha..ive been like so busy wil the new year and getting back to Uni that i dont even have time for this blog hahah..today's post is gonna be a bit emoo haha hope you dont mind..
well after being in a relationship for so long you never really care abt official dress up sort of dates and porsh restaurants but come to think of it we've never been on that kind of date b4 haha..its always jeans and t-shirts or the basic casuals and macds or food court. Its become such a norm that every going out experience is a date..well little did i know that my whole mind set was abt to change in just one night..without me knowing, darling had asked permission from mum and dad to actually take me out on an official date.Of cos they knew all the details and I was told to pick out my best dress, shoes and to make sure I looked perfect for the night..whoa i actually panicked hahahha..
im always used to being myself around darling and im never afraid of anything cos he knows me in and out but somehow this time i felt really nervous and i was freaking out at the thought of an official date..suddenly questions like what should i say to him? and how do i react? came to my mind..never in all this while have I ever thought of these things..i just say what i want and do what I like cos he loves me for who I am and im feeling so stupid for thinking these things..
well moving on i just calmed myself down and started getting ready at the right time..the nervous feeling just never left and well i just had to get over it slowly..when i came downstairs he was already waiting for me and boy did he look stunning..once again i felt like i had a huge crush on this man haha..its such a weird feeling..my tummy was doing summersaults and and i was kinda shaking when i first came down hhehehe damn i felt like a kid again hee..
Of course he told me how stunning i looked but then again beauty lies in the eys of its beholder so im proud to be his girl..shortly after that we were in the car on the way to the restaurant and i was totally blur to where he was taking me..it was a surprise..and we finally reached our destination..hmmm TGIF..I loved that place honestly and i've only been there like once..its expensive..i was excited..
The night was like a fairytale and I felt myself falling deeper and deeper in love with the man..it was like I just got to know him today and already im so deeply in love with him..it was beautiful..the lighting, the food, and of cos the endless chats we had thru the night..
unfortunately all good things come to an end but that night was so beautiful and i will never ever forget anything that happened..it will always be fresh in my memory..thank you darling for the awesome time..you are so precious to me..
well thats it for now..should i post a pic??hmmm maybe just two..hahah..enjoy