The moments we will cherish forever

I really miss you very much and everyday I remember the beautiful times we spent together..

I remember...

The first time you booked out from camp and we spent the day together. It was super fun laughing in the mrt and having dinner with you at Ramen..

After church you had to go back to singapore and we wanted to just be alone with each other and we went to sds just sharing and talking dreading the parting moment..

We were stuck in the stupid Jam cos of Mat Selamat and we were so bored that we started playing the fool and taking pics and everyone was staring at us cos they were so stressed and we were playing like crazy...

The time you came to fetch me from KL all the way to JB..you're so sweet darling..I'll always be grateful for the sacrifices you make just to make me happy..that was the happiest day of my life getting to spend 4 hours just talking to you..I dont know how we always have so much to talk about..hehe

Our first official long distance trip with mummy and daddy to penang hill. It was awesome just being with you and again just enjoying every moment with u beside me. I remember the canopy walk and how you were so scared hehe..i love you darling..

Our first official movie alone hehe. I cant believe that we did that so late..I guess both of us prefer to be outside rather than inside..it was really fun. I ennjoyed it like any other time spent with you..

There are so many memories we shared together and more to come that I will never ever forget. I cherish everyone of them and when im not with you I always recall how beautiful each moment is..YOU ARE EXTRA SPECIAL and I LOVE YOU..I cant wait to see you soon ..thank you for loving me the way that you do.I want you to know I love you too..

I MISS YOU HONEY!!

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Where do I start?erm..past few weeks have been extremely tiring man..but thank God its all over for this semester..when I was finally done with my last assignment I felt a sense of relieve that I havent felt in a very long time phew..finally..I slept soo well last night with no disturbances till I couldnt even wake up this morning hehehe.. Well so much for the sense of relief next comes exams..wow could UNI life get any better??or worse?? hahah better not complain so much la..Lord thank You for placing me here and thank you for assignments and exams cos they make me a better person.hahahahhahahahhaha I cant believe I just said that man anyways Amen..hehe..



When you have so much work to do and you're stressed out sometimes there is conflict between friends and after everything is over you feel bad cos you let your stress overtake you..well I felt like that for the past few weeks la..felt taken advantage of and used...just all that nonsense till I realised yesterday that the friendship I built here is so important to me and I cant possibly allow silly circumstances to destroy it..erm I love you babe so much and I want you to know that no matter what you are precious to me..I love you..muacks..I miss you..come back soon ya?



Now that I've got that off me there's so much I have to say hehehehhe..I cant believe abt two weeks ago Arthur merajuk at us just because we din want to go to Ipoh heheheheh. He was so quiet for almost abt 5 days till he finally spoke to us hehehhehe. Of cos we were all not bothered abt his PMS la but to tell you the truth I kinda missed his stupid jokes and nonsense hehe..He is so irritating sometimes and you just hate him but there's another part of you that cant help but love him hahahahhahahha..Wei Arthur if you're reading its for you man!!you make our day hehehe..



Another thing I cant believe is that we had so many assignments and we still had time to go yum cha on thursdays. The crazy things we would do..Oh my goodness I cant even start to imagine..singing and dancing at the lake, giving each other stupid names, laughing so loud till the whole mamak can hear us..man we are crazy but I guess these are the memories that we will take back when we finish our course..hmmm im grateful to be in such a good environment of friends who love and support each other in need.



Just last week-end Ian came over and boy did we have a good time with him too..Eventho assignments we're pilling up we had time to drop by the new tesco, we went makan claypot chicken rice and just had fun. Thanks Ian for such a good week-end..thanks for helping with our assignments and thanks for making my babe smile hehehhhe.



Right now im really going crazy at the thought of going home after 6 extremely long weeks..Haih I havent seen darling in ages and I just miss him so much..Sometimes its unbearable but I guess we have to be strong even if we cant..Im planning a surprise for him and I hope everything works out well. He deserves to be appreciated because of the special person he is..Darling I love you so so much..I cant wait to see you..



I cant wait to c mummy and daddy too..haih.why does UNI have to be so far away?

Pictures from Passion concert

My beautiful babe shu ern and I





Malaysian young people lifting up their hands in worship



Back drop image

Passion World Tour

Last sun was passion concert and it was really awesome..the church here chartered a bus just for us uni students to attend the concert in Kl..they are so sweet God bless them..well we made our journey to kl at 11.45 am reaching there abt 2.30..I was extremely sleepy and din know what was going on till we reached KL..I only remembered that sebas called to say he and johnny got tickets for the concert..yay was looking forward to seeing them cos they always make me laugh,,crazy guys.when we reached I.quickly sms my babe shu ern and told her to come asap cos I din wanna be alone in pyramid..hehe..after getting our wristbands me and eric walked around pyramid to find ATM cos I desperately needed to draw cash to buy my little baby and my darling something..haih how I missed having both of them around..This was also gonna be my first concert without them and I really missed both of them so much..

After finding ATM and stocking up on cash we went mac D hahahahahhaha there goes my diet for the whole week man but who cares hehehehe im in Kl and im gonna have a blast..after having a yummy-licious lunch we headed up to join the queue and when we reached up there I got a shock of my life..wow the amount of young people who were lining up was actually awesome..its not that I havent seen something like that before..but once again I was touched that these people are actually hungry for God..and theres no better time than now to be vibrant and passionate for HIM because we're young and we have a whole life ahead of us that we can use for His Glory..

While lining up together with shu ern, sebas and John, sebas actually asked us this question..If Jesus was over there and he came now would all these ppl actually line up here waiting for passion or would they run to Him??Awesome question sebas..well after the night was over I have the answer for you..Everyone would have runned with all their heart towards Jesus.. you wanna know why I say that??because entirely everyone in that hall that night was with their hands lifted high worshipping Him and not passion..The purpose every young person was there that night was to lift the name of our Saviour high..it was not abt ourselves or our problems but all abt Him.

haha well moving on The concert was awesome and absolutely incredible..I couldnt express it any other way haha.To see every hand lifted up in awe of our Saviour King and to see each heart burn with passion for HIm.personally I had a new revelation of His love and grace.it dosent matter how we mess up he is always there with open arms saying how he loves us..its beautiful...I was a lil disappointed cos I couldnt get Darling the t-shirt..it was soo expensive and Johnny decided to share and buy one for baby and I was wondering who was gonna share with me to buy for ling haih..sorry ling muah next time kay? you know I love you right?? heheheh..

after the concert we headed back to Kampar and I was soo happy cos shu ern was with me..somehow she never fails to make me happy..thanks babes I love ya hahahha..

Awesome night awesome concert. awesome time catching up with friends..Oh ya one more thing I forgot to mention hehe me john and sebas kept saying how we missed our partners hehe during the zone all of us there but this time we were missing 3 more hehehehehhehe..anyways..

till next time bye bye..post the pics later I promise haha..

Just for my dear Krisela From your baby

Hey Krisela how are you doing girl? well this is something very special just for you from your baby. I hope you enjoy it. love and miss you girl muack.












Love Poem





The day you were born, the whole world was blessed


These thoughts in my mind to you I must confess





The time has come for me to express my true feelings


You are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being





What you have brought me I never thought I could procure


The gift of comfort, with you I am secure





For you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow


And made me realize there is always a better tomorrow





It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way


I love you more and more with each passing day





You brighten my days and lift my spirits


I have felt this for so long and now want you to hear it





So you may know the place you hold in my heart


You are always with me even when we're apart





I truly believe what we have is meant to be


Just open your heart and soon you shall see





What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face


Just know that I'm here and will be always


Sebastian








I love you and miss you a lot sweetie

Lots of love from your sayang Sebastian