All the Blessednesses Of God

I just got back yesterday from an awsome week at penang and im amazed at how much fun we all had. Im so glad Carmel finished her exam and she enjoyed herself soo much..I really miss them so much..Thank God for such a wonderful,beautiful family I am blessed with..

On Wed night we went to the newly opened Hard Rock Cafe in Penang and after that to SS..It was awesome im telling you..the lighting,the music,the people,everything was perfect especially being there with the people you treasure so much.

The next few days everyone was busy with the conference and i managed to just stay home for a day to study (it was my study week haha). The conference was awesome and the preachers amazing..met Crystal and Dana..talked to them after damn long..spent an awesome time with mama and papa and Johnny hehe..

Den came the amazing week-end..tho mummy and daddy had to leave on Sat evening we stayed back to spend time with Calvin,Chloe and lil Damaris..The night was beyond amazing..went to Hard Rock again and it was packed..The amount of energy in that place im telling you its crazyy..

Although it was my study week i dont regret one bit going to penang and spending time with the people I love so dearly..Its exam week now and after that time to Partyyyyy.

"Its the most wonderful time of the Year" with lotsa love, sharing and giving..(I LOVE) I just miss my lil sis soo much..cant help but think abt her..

The most amazing part of my week is that i got my bestest best friend back.awesome time chatting and sharing after such a long time..it was fun..Lord I thank you so much for answering my prayer..Im so happy..

alright guyzz i got to go study..enjoy the post and pics and remember life is beautiful if you believe it is..quoted from someone haha..muaxx

The Truth lies deep inside

So this morning when i clicked on my facebook profile this cute lil pic popped up with a caption by my darling Ponney..

Crystal: The one who always smiles n laughs which usually "mengegarkan" the whole cafe in uni....The beauty in her is - she always smiles no matter what....

I thought to myself wow so this is how they see me haha..oh well Daddy always says that "to rejoice is a choice". I guess its a choice I make whenever im super down..I can either just be sad and emooo which i sometimes do or i can be strong and put on that beautiful smile that God gave me and make everyone smile too.

But the truth lies deep within..

Life can be an ass sometimes but i guess its true what someone said "The beauty of life is in your eyes" so no matter how hard it gets look at life from a higher perspective...yes especially you Crystaline Deborah Nagarajan hehehe..

Im sleepy..nitezzz

Home

Last post 12th Nov?OMG!! I cant believe how fast time passes man..haha..

Its been like 5 wks since i went home..arghhhhhh i could go crazy right now hehe.. anyway my proposal is done, 1st assignment done and its wk 6 of year 2 sem 3. One more week to go and year 2 is officially over *scaryy*. The good in all this is that ill be home for Christmas cuz my last paper is on the 21st yahoooooooooooooo!!

Oh well so much for that im going home tmr which is the best part of today's post hehe..i seriously cant wait just like usual.. Daddy has been super sweet to mummy these past few weeks so she says hehehehe..miss them and their crazy jokes. I wonder how they are going to wake up and 4am to fetch me all the way from Permas..Thats y i said "who asked ul to move so far??" hehehehhehehe kidding laa..love my new home..

Okay i gtg meet up with Mr Krishnan for the final proposal check..You guys have an awesome day and remember nothing can separate you from His love..No matter how messed up your situation may look He will provide an awesome way out. Been telling myself that too..Love you guyzz..

oh yea one more thing..Shann baby ur gonna do awesome this Sunday..ill be praying for you kays? be urself darling its what God created and its beautiful..love you n I cant wait to c you muaxxx..

Ok loves..byezzz..

la la la

Just got back from an hour long jog with bev..we were both extremely lazy cos of the weather lately..Its been pouring non stop..its so bad to the extent that one of the blocks in UNI almost got flooded by the lake overflow..haih UTAR..wassap weih hahahaha..

Anyways its been soo cold and comfy in bed that we just feel like staying there the whole day haha..attempt to stay up late and study? FAIL man hehehehe..we are terrible actually..when its hot we complain, when it rains we also complain apa la humans..never satisfied hehe..oh well im thankful that we got to jog in the cool wind this evening..*grinz*

Today's devotional was awesome..it was abt how God blesses our going out as well as our coming in. We are super blessed by our Father and there is nothing that He knows we want and will not give it to us unless He knows we deserve better :) His love for us is unconditional and when we realise that; every mountain, every situation, every sickness becomes so small, and we become more that conquerers thru Christ. Im really encouraged..you guys wanna read more? just click on http://www.newcreation.org.sg/index.phpoption=com_content&view=category&layout=blog&id=25&Itemid=47

I also went to see Mr Krishnan about my final year project today. He is awesome im telling you. I had so many ideas on what research i wanted to study but he miraculously narrowed the whole thing down to a specific topic that i personally love. So i guess all I have to do now is focus, read and write a whole lot on my topic. Its related to public speaking btw hehe..a topic that is very close to my heart..ala yea laaa I cakap banyak maa hehehehhe..

Cheers to a very fulfilling day and also cheers to my latest obsession...

My Beautiful pair of Gladiators

I love them hehehe..

Seriously I never thought i would ever get a pair for such a reasonable price at MidValley.. Thank you Daddy..you love me so much that you know every detailed desire of my heart..

alright i wanna shower..waiting for Tee's call..Miss that Cina babi..she is enjoying like mad in KL..hehe..

PS- Visha and Ponney you guys are the best..you know what? honestly friends= both of you..thanks for always being there for me, nevr failing to make me smile, lending me a shoulder to cry on and just loving me despite the babi that I sometimes am. You guys are special and very precious to my heart..I know you hate emooo but here you go..I love you guyzz..muaxx..

super tired

Just got home from class..dunno why today i feel extra tired..darn..maybe its cuz i was up till 4 last night..hmmm..it was worth it tho haha..today was really boring..whatever was going on during lecture was just not going thru my brain..i wonder if it gets worse as the weeks go by..haha..hopefully it improves cuz i seriously need to focus or im toast haha..

we still had fun during break tho as usual..lying down at the 'yoga place' and with Atiqah and Bev dancing while Visha and Shu had their constant quarrels with each other..I had nothing to do but to just sit and smile to myself at what a wonderful gift God has blessed me with..The gift of friendship..

Tee, Shu,Bev,KL,Vish, Ponneey I love you guyzz man..hehe..stay crazy okay cuz you guyz make my day anytime..loves

There we are..all comfy in the middle of UNI hahahaha..crazy bunch..

hmmmmm

Cant even find a proper title as to all the crap im gonna put into this post..

I left off like soo long ago..i bet everyone thinks that my blog 'dah mati' or something hehe..well im back..just been too busy with life to actually sit down and write whats been going on hehe..

Honestly i've been having a real good time with the people that I love so dearly..

Tell you what?im gonna let the pics tell the story kays? enjoy..

The Start of my 3 wk long Sem break

Celebrated Daddy's birthday at CG..Im so glad i made it back on time..

Doulous 2009 hehe..They look super cute

My new Cheryline look haircut :)

Awesome week-end partying with Chris. Bek, Abi and all my long lost cousinz..I had a blast..

The 3 wks just flew by so fast..I really enjoyed myself spending time with my awesome friends and family, serving again and of cos watching ONE TREE HILL hahahah..day and night..you have no idea what a tv series can actually do to you haha..

After that it was back to Kampar again with my beloved babi's...The begining of the sem is usually the most relaxing so we decided to kick it off with a..

Movie night!! In Atiqah's house..

Melayu and Cinaa hehe

hehehe look at their faces..we were watching a horror movie and being the girls that we are..screams followed every few seconds..

Look at the amount of snacks everyone brought..man..

Its now wk 4 of Y2S3 and yes the assignments are definately pilling up..Chinese is super challenging man..with the pronunciation and strokes..Thank God i have all these babi's around to help me out..Im lovin every bit of Malaysian lit..Im thinking i should have done a major in Lit..oh well there is still Masters right?

There's the other headache of my Final year project/ Thesis which scares the hell out of me..The proposal is due end of this month and im still deciding what topic to choose.if you wanna know more abt the FYP you can go to http://www.shuern.blogspot.com/ that babi has written everything there haha..I cant believe time passed so fast and we're all almost in final year..haix better enjoy it while we still can..

Anyways..i gtg ade..class in an hour..

I promise to be more consistent from now on hahahaha..to all of you reading this remember to love life and live it to the fullest..I read a quote by someone recently saying that 'Life can be great if we focus on the good things and try to make the bad things better'..I have to agree..so dont be SAD..enjoy all the good things life gives you and turn those bad things into good enjoyable lessons..

I miss you baby girl..come home soon!! life is no fun without u!!

Bits and Pieces

Soooo last week-end was totally awesome..it was everything i expected it to be and so much more..When Chris arrived in Kampar, man I cannot express the excitement i felt it me..I havent felt this way for super long and its probably cos life has been an ass lately hehehhe..after super long I finally got to meet my darling cousins and of cos the lil baby niece of mine who trust me is super adorable.

Her 1st birthday and Caleb's 8th birthday were both awesome. The best part about the whole thing was the spending time with the people I love and cherish so much.


Honestly without the constant prayer,love and support of my familly and dear friend's I would have never made it thru these 9 months..


So i love all of you soo much..the week-end itself was totally awesome and I had a time of my life hehe..lkg forward for more guyzz..Carmel baby plzzz finish your exam quickly so we can partyyy!!


I miss all of them so much now hehe especially that little dolly..



Damaris 1st Birthday


Can't Believe how fast he has grown..Super sweet boy..



My precious Darlingzzz..what would life be without u guys?? :)


Din I tell you that she is gorgeous? arghhhh..geram..



So that was the week-end and Now???im in my room..this morning was the first paper for examination Y2S2 and what an awesome way to start it with History of English Language or what me and my friends call HELL..man the paper was hell..


"Lord im totaly relying on your grace and mercy."


Anyways one down and 4 more to go!! Jia Yo everyone!! I still have 4 days before my next paper so i beta dont waste anymore time..


Daddy i miss youuuu..come back from Brunei quick kays?





oks gonna go study now!! tc ppl..smile as life keeps going on kays?

"Get a life girl"

Its 3am and im still up..just got back from Ghani and i havent packed for this week-end..Im seriously thinking of getting a life..Oh well till i do so I have to go on living this one..

Its the last day of Year 2 sem 2 and i know that im always saying this but man time does fly..haix..after im done with the final presentation tmr there is a briefing for the final year project..OMG i cant believe im gonna be a final year and graduating student 2010..First i have to finish that THESIS paper..owwwww..

This sem has been the most eventful out of all the semesters..a lots has been going on..and last week-end was merdeka so again i packed my stuff and headed back to JB..spent friday with Atiqah in sg with her parents. Sat and Sunday was with mama and papa..Papa is soo sweet..he planned a surprise getaway for the week-end so yup enjoyyyy.The saddest part was that i din have the time to hang with Shann..darn..she din come to church too cuz she was in Batu Pahat..sad..Next time kays babe..I promise..

Now another week has passed and its the week-end again..i think its gonna be the best of all cuzz im headed up to penang for the birthdays of the two youngest sweethearts of our family..im also excited abt catching up with my darling cousins..man do i miss them a whole lot..Thanks Chris for coming all the way here to pick me up..I love youuu.

Now for the dreaded news..my first paper is next friday..HISTORY of English Language..somebody kill me plsss..and exams drag until the 28th..so thats preety much of my life for now..blehh..

Told you im planning to get a life..so till then here it is..haha..

better get packing or Chris is gonna kill me tmr..

and Alin you little brat i miss you..you better come back quick okay?and stop using my phrase plss..'Life Goes On' is meeee..hehehehhe I love you..

Ill post pics once im back guys look out..

Exhausted

Just got back from Klang..All of us were invited for Visha's sister's wedding and honestly it was preety awesome..the richness of the culture and tradition kinda brings families closer to each other..Her dad and mum are soo sweet..so are her sibblings..

I had lotsa fun with all my awesome friends too..Thank you Lord for blessin me with such incredible friends..haha..

I wanna Zzzzzzz now hehehe..need to wake up early and finish my language teaching assignment tmr..aih..

Miss mummy,daddy and alin very much..

Thats all of us after the wedding..

alright thats all for now..got to go..be back soon

People Always leave

But the problem is.. She is not PEOPLE!! she is my life..Haixx.. WHAT IM GONNA DO??!! haha

Oh well the the sun still goes on shining and the world still goes on turning so i guess there is only one thing left to say..LIFE GOES ON!

My baby girl left on monday for Indonesia..University Padjajaran and i do miss her a lot but i know that she is happy and persuing her dream and im so proud of her..I love you baby girl..

She is my best friend and she has never failed to be there for me..I miss her..

Thru the years people have come and gone but youre the one who has stuck with me through it all..Baby i miss you so much and all those precious times we shared..cant wait till you get back

You are the best..I love you

Update time

I guess since im kinda free now an update would be good haha..I can't believe its going to be a month since the Zone Conference. Man it was super awesome im telling you..every bit of it..I got to catch up with my awesome cg tho they were all busy serving that day..man i miss them..Shu Ern darling was with me along with a few of the JB young ppl..The bummer was that alin and John couldnt come..The indonesian embassy was having her passport..so aih first concert without her...

For the first time I actually drove to the Expo alone..that was kinda scary but we actually made it there and back in one piece after getting lost once?or maybe twice hehehehe..i was really happy laa..felt kinda good to be independant and capable haha..Oh well we are all growing up aren't we haha..

The conference was superb..The presence of God just enveloped the whole place as young ppl lifted their hands all over the audi and worshiped..Ps Judah was right on dot speaking on the innocence of sexuality and God's love for us..really awesome message for the hour..

I had an awesome time all together and Shu Ern darling im so glad you came along..love u..

After zone it was all really hard work back here in Kampar..i cant believe that for the past 3 weeks i have only been sleeping for 2 hours every night and the week just seems to fly by..The week is packed with submissions and presentations (formal attire everyday mind you) and before you know it, friday arrives and its time to go back to JB..of course i love that part the best but its Sunday night that I hate..coming back here..What to do? LIFE _ _ _ _ _ _..fill in the blanks.. ;-)

Anyways while I was at JB we also had alin's farewell party and youth friendship day which was so exciting. To see the young one's rising up to the purpose and call that they have been destined to really touches my heart..They are all super awesome people haha..they helped me plan alin's farewell and eventho everyone was soo tired, they all still made it a blast for her, leaving a smile on her face that we will all remember for a long long time..she deserves it for being such an awesome person.

I guess thats what has been going on basically..look out for my next post..its the most important one..before i go here are some pics for u to enjoy..

The Zone Concert..Shu me and Shan..love you babes muacks

Presentation Week Arghhh..The most beautiful indian girl Visha..

Baby girl's farewell party..All the awesome ppl who made it happen..

They Rock my world

Was doing my assignment..but hands got a lil itchy and started checking out some old pics..I found this hahahha..



My gosh they are soooo cute..wow..Who could ever ask for better parents..I know i wouldnt hehe..
Im super blessed..
Daddy's gonna kill me when he sees this..oh that is if he sees it..
Im sure whoever is reading this will have tons of comments haha..so share them with me..
i wanna know what ul think..
ok im so dead..i have to get back to my assignments..
Shann and Shuern this is for u guys haha muacks

Slack slack slack

I know..i know i seriously need to update this thing!! got so many things to talk about hehe

but now??I really dont have the time

so many assignments to catch up with haha

so give me about 1 week okays?

Love you guys..

Back to assignments.. dada

Oh gosh

I just read Shu Ern's blog and I realised that im starting to write like her

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and I din even notice it hehehehhe

THENG SHU ERN ur such a bad influence on me

hahaha im kidding..I guess the more you hang out with people the more you

become like them heheh..

Love you Shu

Alright going for dinner now..

Have fun reading

Your faithfulness is my Victory

Last night in the midst of doing my assignments i decided to take a short break and check out my facebook profile..while browsing I came across something that really kinda got to me..

Immediately tears started streaming down my face and i wanted to call mum just to talk to her about it, but deep inside my heart i knew Daddy God was just beside me waiting for me to tell Him about it.

I left my desk and sat on my bed (where I usually talk to Him) crying out to Him, asking him to strengthen me and help me thru what i was going thru..

My exact words were "Lord I feel so hurt right now. teach me what to do..how to deal with this..I need your love right now so I can love the way you do"

Immediately i felt a warm sense of His peace come all over me and the fear, hurt and dissapointment seem to just fade away..

A gentle voice spoke on the inside of me saying "sweetheart read Isa 49:3-4"
I din know what that scripture said so immediately i opened up my bible and this is what it said;

He said to me, "You are my servant Israel,

in whom I will display my splendor."

But i said," I have laboured to no purpose;

I have spent my strength in vain and for nothing;

Yet what is due me is in the Lord's hand

and my reward is with God.

Wow how comforting is that? It is just awesome to know that we have a saviour who cares for us and loves us the way He does. Sometimes its unbelievable His way of drawing us closer to Him and showing us His Faithfullness..

Every little detail in our lives are accounted for because we are so special to Him. He never misses anything out. and He is the person who knows us best and who has the best in store for us.

Sometimes life can really get tiring and frustrating but if we just put our hope and trust in Him, He will see us thru victoriously and we will definately find joy in His presence.

No one can ever comfort us or tell us the things He does...The best person to talk to when we are down is Him.

Guys..I hope you are encouraged by this..we have the best things in life because we are in Him..So never forget how loved you are alright?

Loves

another week gone by

I cant believe how time keeps going by faster and faster each day..sometimes i wish there was an extra hour or two in a day so more things could be done haha..


So its been what?a week since my last post..


Last week was cultural night and wow it was sure colourful..to be honest I was not crazy about going laa but since a few of my friends were going and I had nothing to do that night i decided to go.I loved the deco and lighting. Everyone was all dressed up in their beautiful colourful outfits..mostly traditional.The presentations were just okay i guess but overall I had an awesome time with my friends..


Btw Visha forced me to wear a saree hahaha..so for the first time in my life I wore this beautiful white saree..I found it such a chore to walk and sit and stand...man hahah..but surprisingly Jia Wei had no problem at all hmmm probably if she marries an Indian she would have no problem ahhaha..kidding Jia muacks..


We managed to take a few pics of the night hehe..here they are..




I look..hmmm different?


They look beautiful haha..Vish,ponney and Jia

The sweetest girl in my class

right now im beat..there are so many assignments to complete and I cant seem to finish any one of them..whyyyy do we have to do assignments?haih..from this week onwards its gonna be non stop..

On a lighter note i cant wait to get back home for the united concert..My darling Shu is coming back with me haha i love you darling muacks and for the invite??no problem..I hope we'll have an awesome time together..

I miss that lil one so much..and mummy and daddy..Argh hate being so far away from home..

You know what i really want right now?

• I wanna go to NCC
• I wanna go for Arrow this coming sat
• I wanna meet my cg..i miss them much

Ala its okay i guess..two more weeks to go..and I can take it..hmm I can do ALL things thru Christ who gives me strength hehe..

Got to go now..Sociolinguistics assignment to complete

Love and treasure all of you so much..muacks

Cant stop myself from missing you..hope ur doing okay...

Precious Friends

Woke up this morning with thoughts of my dearest long lost friends..really felt like i missed them and those awesome times we shared together so much..right now,looking back i dont even know how we managed to lose contact and end up like this..the only thing I remember is how I hated the fact that I had to leave Jb because of how much I loved them..

We had gotten like soo close and they were truly my inspiritaion and encouragement in my walk with Daddy God..Especially Crystal..she was like my big sister..

I really miss them Lord..Could you make a way again?

Crystal, Dana, Samantha, Sarah, Shaun, Athens, Sebas..I miss you guys like wayyy much..

It all seems like decades ago but in my heart it was like it all happened just yesterday. Lord its all in your hands..You know how much I love them..

I miss you guys n ul forever be precious friends to me

Thoughts

The other day in the train on the way to KL as i was listening to some music and starring out of the window I noticed a little girl who was so comfortably lying on her fathers shoulder as He moved about back and forth the train..Suddenly I had this awesome revelation of The Father's love..
We dont realise it sometimes but we are just like that little girl in her fathers arms.All we need to do is to rest and be confident that it is going to be alright because it is not us walking but Him. When we gave our lives to our beloved Father, he picked us up and started walking thru the journey of life together with us.
We worry about tomorrow, about how our future is going to be like. Sometimes we even worry if we are in His will or not but the truth is if we can realise that He is walking this journey for us and with us then we wont be so worried anymore.
Every step is carefully guided by a God that is so big and strong,yet so gentle and loving. Nothing happens in life without a reason if you know that He is the Lord of your life.Good and bad things will all work together to become a beautiful picture in the end. A picture he saw when He first created you.
Never look down on your mistakes or failures because they are a stepping stone to your Victory. Every weakness is a chance for God to Display His greatness in your life.
He loves us so much that even if we feel like climbing down His shoulder and walking by ourselves cos we think we have figured it out He never lets us go. He holds our hands and guides us gently and patienly.
The world and people may give up on you but i know one person who will never ever give up on you and thats my Daddy God. Because He sees many different pictures in your life that you cant yet see.
If your earthly parents love you so much and always want the best for you, what more the person who created you.
So common Smile and remember how loved and precious and beautiful u are to Him.
Crystal over and out

Here I am again

Oh man i just cycled back from Visha's place..trying to catch my breath now..Seriously i have to post something before my blog becomes extinct.

Lets c where do I start?

Its already week 5 of classes and i havent bolgged for what 6 weeks?man i'm terrible..I have Shu ern telling me to update my blog and others telling me they have read my blog..man I din even know that people actually read this thing haha..Oh well this post is for you guys than..esp you Theng Shu Ern..

Other than the fact that we're almost half way thru the sem and as usual assignments are pilling up, I've been back and forth JB, Ive been going crazy shopping,and most of all I've had the most awesome time with my baby girl..

She is damn sweet im telling you..she came here to spend a week with me..just to spend a week with me!!thats my lil sister hehe..wow am I blessed..she is precious, damn hot and sexy,caring,kind and most of all she is the best part of me..whoa..im so bravely saying all this becos she dosen't read my blog..according to her, she dosent need to read my blog cos she knows all abt me hahahahha..take that baby girl..

Well there you have it a quick recap of this 6 weeks that i did not blog..hehe.wanna know more??read on.

holidays were awesome..just the fact that I was home and able to sleep in my own bed, and eat some healthy home cooked food and of cos the best part of it was church and Arrow..wow awesomeeee..the launch of the Zone was superb..super comcert in Sentosa and an awesome day of games and fun..NCC is the best laa thats all I can say..awsome cg members and wonderful leader who really cares for and loves all of us despite our shortcomings..Im blessed..haha..

Oh well so now Im back here again and its the week-end..All my friends have gone back, leaving me and Arthur here alone hahah..I guess im gonna burry myself under my large load of assignments..

I miss mummy and daddy wayyyy much..can I go home now??ahhhhhh..

Gotta be strong girl..thats what Daddy always says...hmmm alright daddy im gonna finish this and come home den im never leaving again..If i leave to do my masters??im taking you with me cos ur too precious for me to leave behind.

Ilove you mummy and papa..muackss..

going for dinner now..Arthur's on his way ade..bleh..

some pics for you to enjoy..

Kl and me

just for the heck of it..hehe

Baby girl and I

Love my mummy so much

Daddy love..check out how hot he is haha